"You were wilful, Grace,"--for Mrs. Drummond never suffered any one to
find fault with her son in her hearing,--"you who ought to have known
better. And yet I do believe that, but for my determination to enforce
the right thing, you would have left your post, and all your duties,
because Archie wanted you."
"I was wrong. I see that plainly."
"Yes, you were wrong: for a long time you bore yourself towards me as
no daughter ought to bear herself to her mother. You angered me
sorely, Grace, because I saw you were hardening yourself against me,
only because I insisted that no child of mine should neglect her
duty."
"Mother, surely I am humbling myself now?"
"True; but how long have I waited for this confession? Night after
night I have said to myself, 'Surely Grace will come and tell me that
she feels herself in the wrong!' But no such words came. At last I
ceased to hope for them; and now at this eleventh hour you can hardly
expect me to show much joy at hearing them spoken."
Then Grace's head drooped, and she was silent. She knew she deserved
all these hard words, bitter as they were to bear; but Mrs. Drummond
had said her say.
"Well, well, better late than never; and we will say no more about it.
Next time you will understand me better, Grace."
Then, as her mother kissed her, Grace knew that her sin was condoned.
Nevertheless, as she left the room a few minutes later, her heart was
not quite so light in her bosom; she felt that her mother had been
just, but hardly generous.
"I thought mothers forgave more easily," she said to herself, in
somewhat aggrieved fashion. She had no idea that her mother was
equally disappointed.
Mrs. Drummond was a hard, but not an unloving woman; and she would
have liked more demonstration from her daughters. If Grace, for
example, instead of all these words, had thrown herself into her arms
and owned herself in the wrong, with a child-like pleading for
forgiveness, Mrs. Drummond would have felt herself satisfied, and
would have pressed her to her bosom with a loving word or two that
Grace would have remembered when her mother was in her grave. But such
outward forms of tenderness were not possible to Mrs. Drummond's
daughters: for in such matters we must reap as we sow; and Mrs.
Drummond's manner hardly merited softness. For there are mothers and
mothers; and the world must produce its Drummonds and its Challoners
until the end of time.
CHAPTER XXXVIII.
ABOUT NOTHING PARTICULAR.
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