Poor Mattie! she had many a good cry in secret before that Tuesday.
She could hardly help feeling pained to see how all-in-all those two
were to each other, and the glad eagerness Grace threw into her work,
knowing the reward of commendation she would reap. "It must be so
strange never to be snubbed or scolded,--to do everything right,"
Mattie thought.
Grace felt very sorry for her, and petted her a good deal. The dark
little face had always a pained wistfulness on it now that touched
her. She spoke kindly of Mattie to her brother on all possible
occasions.
"I think Mattie is so generous in giving up to me as she does," she
observed, as Archie joined her in the drawing-room in expectation of
their guests. Mattie had not yet made her appearance. She had been
lighting the wax candles and trimming a refractory lamp that refused
to burn, and had just run past her brother with blackened fingers and
hot, tired face.
"Oh, yes, she is good enough," he returned, indifferently, as he
straightened a crooked candle; "but I wish she would not always be
late. She has not begun to dress, and it is the time we appointed for
the Challoners to come. Of all things I hate unpunctuality and fuss,
and Mattie is always so fussy."
Grace's conscience pricked her. "I am afraid I left her too much to
do," she said, penitently. "Phillis asked me to go for a walk with
them; but I ought not to have left her. I will go and help her now."
But Archie objected:
"No, no; let her be. You must not leave me alone to receive them. How
nice you look in that cream-colored dress, Grace! I thought it would
suit you." But, though his eyes rested on her as he spoke, he seemed
rather absent. And when the door-bell rang a moment afterwards, a
sudden flush came to his face.
It was very odd to feel that he was receiving Nan as his guest. He
had dreaded the ordeal greatly, but after the first moment it was not
so bad. Grace, who had her suspicions and watched them closely, had
them verified without doubt during the moment that followed the
Challoners' entrance; but no other eyes but hers would have read
anything amiss in the young vicar's gravely composed face.
Nan, who was looking beautiful, met him with her usual
unconsciousness: though neither of them knew it, it was this very
unconsciousness that was fast healing the wound. One cannot mourn long
after a lost dream, and there had never been any reality in it. Not
one of Nan's thoughts had ever belonged to him for a moment: his
existence, his individuality had never grazed the outer edge of her
susceptibilities. Dick had encased her from childhood in armor of
proof against all manhood. Archie felt this even as he touched her
hand, and his lips gave her welcome.
"I am so sorry your mother could not come," he said, politely. And
then he turned to Phillis, who was regarding him with an odd, dubious
look.
Archie felt the look, and his spirit rose in instant opposition.
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