Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
"You are sure of it?" she inquired. "You are sure that he is here,--
actually here? May you not have made, some mistake?"
"Oh, no; I am sure, quite sure," repeated Eugenia, earnestly. "He is
certainly here, staying at Nunswell. For all I know, in this very
house."
Mrs Dalrymple sat silent again for a little, apparently thinking it
over.
"I don't quite understand it," she said at length; "what he is doing
here just now, I mean. I thought he was at Winsley. But all the
same,--though of course it is most unfortunate, most peculiarly
unfortunate,--the very thing of all others I should most have wished to
avoid for you,--all the same, my dear child, I confess I hardly see that
it would be right or wise for us to allow it to interfere with our
plans. Of course, if you go home, we shall go too. That does not
matter; it would make very little difference to us. But don't you
think, Eugenia, it would be just a little undignified,--not to say
cowardly,--to seem afraid of him,--to run away whenever he appears? I
should like him rather to see, or to think, that he is no more to you
than he deserves to be. Don't be offended with me. I have felt for you
and with you more than I can express all through."
She waited rather anxiously for Eugenia's answer. It was slow of
coming. Mrs Dalrymple began to fear she had gone too far; she could
not understand the look of embarrassment on Eugenia's face.
"Yes," she said, at last; "you are quite right. It would have been
cowardly to have run away had it been as you think, though I dare say I
should have wished to do so all the same. I am a coward, I suppose; at
least, I entirely distrust my own strength. And I have reason enough to
do so," she added, in a lower tone, hardly intended for her companion's
ears. "But it isn't quite as you think. It is not only on my own
account I want to go away. It is not only that I have _seen_ him--
Captain Chancellor, I mean. I have spoken to him. He saw me this
morning in the gardens, and came back to speak to me; and--and--if I
stay here he will insist on seeing me, and it may be very painful for us
all."
"I _don't_ understand," exclaimed Mrs Dalrymple. "What can he want to
see you for? What can he have to say to you,--he, engaged to Roma
Eyrecourt?"
"I can't tell you. I am so afraid of making you angry, for of course
she is your cousin," said Eugenia, in great distress. "But still I
thought it best to be quite open with you. He forgot himself,--for the
time only, I dare say," she continued, with an irrepressible sigh and a
sudden sense of bitter humility. "He saw that I had been ill, and I
think he was dreadfully sorry for me, and I was alone, and somehow I
suppose I was frightfully undignified, and unmaidenly even,"--the harsh
word, though self-inflicted, bringing a painful blush with it. "I dare
say it was all my fault, but any way he offered to give up everything
for my sake, to break all ties and obstacles."
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