"I never for an instant distrusted you," she answered quickly. "At the worst--at the very worst--I never doubted you. I believed you were bound in some way,--bound by ties which in honour you could not break; but, Beauchamp, I never blamed you, or doubted that we should not have been separated had it been in your power to avoid it. Distrust you? Oh, no; I knew too well. I judged you by myself." "My darling!" he replied, kissing her again. Her sentiments were very pretty, very romantic, and so forth, and not objectionable considering she was a woman, but still hardly to the purpose. And, woman though she was, she must learn to take less poetical and high-flown, more conventional and "accepted," views of things. Yet notwithstanding his pleasing sense of masculine superiority, he had winced a little inwardly while she spoke. For a moment there flashed before him an impulse of perfect honesty and candour, a temptation to tell her what small ground she had had for this innocent faith of hers,--a sort of yearning to be loved by her for what he was, and no more. "But, no," he decided, "it would not do. If she once heard about Roma, she would never forget it. It would spoil all. If she did not resent my admiration for Roma, she would resent my having amused myself and her at Wareborough with what I never then dreamt would end seriously with either of us, at the very time I was counting on all coming straight with the other. She would never believe that I really cared for her, as most certainly I do. No, it would never do. Her head, poor dear, is cram-full of belief in first love and only love, and all the rest of the school-girl creed, and I am sure I don't want to disturb it, or to awake any nonsensical jealousy." For that the green-eyed, hydra-headed monster lies _somewhere_ sleeping in every woman's heart, Captain Chancellor doubted as little as that there are fish in the sea or smouldering fires in Mount Vesuvius. And that no wife has a right to peep behind the closed door of her husband's previous life, or to resent exclusion therefrom, was another of his not-to-be-disputed axioms. So he only smiled and called her his darling, and put away from him the momentary impulse to risk all by confiding to her the true history of the events and feelings of the last few months. "But in another sense you distrusted me," he went on after a little pause, speaking gravely again and with some hesitation, as if fearful of hurting her; "how could you reconcile my--my manner to you this morning with what you were then believing about me?" "I didn't reconcile it," answered Eugenia, naively; "I only thought, as I had done before, that honour and inclination were pointing different ways;" here she stopped abruptly and blushed crimson. "It sounds dreadfully conceited to say this," she added, "but you asked me, and I _must_ tell you everything now, must not I? I was so bitterly sorry for you, and, oh, so miserable myself."