Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
"How?" asked Eugenia. "Of course I know she cares for Beauchamp, and--
and takes great interest in him and all that, but still I don't quite
know how you mean."
Roma looked surprised. "Has Beauchamp never told you how Gertrude has
all her life been almost like a mother to him?" she said. "And to me
too," she added. "I wonder he never told you."
"There has been so little time," said Eugenia, hesitatingly; "but I wish
you would tell me. I want to understand things better."
There were no secrets involved. Roma was ready enough to give
Beauchamp's wife a little sketch of the past. When it was finished
Eugenia sighed.
"Thank you," she said. "I am glad to know it; I wish I had known it
before. Perhaps it might have given me a different feeling to Mrs
Eyrecourt, and I might have managed to make her like me. As it is, I
fear she does not. Oh, Roma," she went on, for the first time
addressing Miss Eyrecourt by her Christian name--"oh, Roma, I wish I
understood better. I am afraid I am not fit for the life before me.
People seem to look at things so differently from what I fancied. I
don't always understand Beauchamp even. I vex him without in the least
meaning it. You know him so well, do you think you could help me at
all? I am so terribly, so miserably afraid of his coming to think he
has made a mistake."
The large brown eyes looked up beseechingly into Roma's; the piteous,
troubled expression went straight to Roma's heart.
"You poor child!" she exclaimed impulsively, but checking herself
quickly she went on in a different tone.
"You must not be afraid. Things always seem strange and alarming at
first. Try and take them more lightly and don't be too easily daunted.
I _do_ know Beauchamp well, and I can assure you that, like many men,
his bark is worse than his bite. You are more likely to annoy him by
trying too much than too little to please him. He likes things to go on
smoothly, and he can't understand exaggerated feeling of any kind. I
don't think he is difficult to please, but he has got a certain set of
ideas about women and wives--many men have, you know, but they modify in
time. Only I suppose it is necessary to some extent to _seem_ to agree
with one's husband whether one does thoroughly or not--just at first,
you know, before people have got to understand each other quite well."
"I am afraid that sort of thing would be very difficult to me," said
Eugenia, sadly. "You see, I have always been accustomed to saying all I
felt, to meeting sympathy wherever I wanted it. In some things I found
it in my father; in others in my sister."
"You have been exceptionally happy," said Roma.
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