Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
By this time she was in tears. Beauchamp was no great reader of poetry.
He "got up" what was wanted for drawing-room small talk, and that was
about all. But, as it happened, he knew the poem--the story of it, at
least, to which she alluded, and had more than once made great fun of
it.
"Catch any woman of the lower classes being such a fool. Founded on
fact, not a bit of it. She died of consumption, you may be sure," was
the opinion he had expressed.
So, being a little "put out" to begin with, and by no means in the
humour for a sentimental scene--tears, and all the rest of it--Eugenia's
somewhat incoherent speech, the allusion at the end of it especially,
met with by no means a tender or sympathising reception.
"Really, Eugenia," he began, and at the sound of the two words all the
new hopefulness, the revived tenderness, the warmth died in the girlish
wife's heart--a cold, dull ache of disappointment, relieved but by the
more acute stings of mortification and wounded feeling, setting in, the
same instant, in their stead. "Really, Eugenia, you choose very odd
times for your fits of--I really don't know what to call it--exaggerated
sentiment, as you object to `gushingness.' We haven't been quarrelling
that I know of, and I have no intention of doing so. What you mean by
talking of `not regretting' anything, I don't know in the least. I hate
maudlin sentiment, and that poetry you are so fond of stuffs your head
with it. For goodness' sake, try to be comfortable, and let me be so.
No one expects impossibilities of you--you talk as if I were an
unreasonable tyrant. If anything could `drive us apart,' as you call
it, it would be this sort of nonsense, and these everlasting tears."
He had paused once or twice in this speech, but Eugenia remained
perfectly silent, and this irritated him into saying more than he
intended, more than he actually felt, and the consciousness of the
harshness of his own words irritated him still further. Still Eugenia
did not speak. He let down the carriage window on his side impatiently,
thrust his head out into the darkness, then drew it in, and jerked up
the glass again. Eugenia did not move--he glanced at her. The tears he
had complained of had disappeared as if by magic; her face, in the
uncertain light of the carriage lamps, looked unnaturally white and set,
the mouth compressed, the eyes gazing straight before them. It was
really too bad of her to behave so absurdly, thought Beauchamp, feeling
himself not a little aggrieved. Still, he wished he had not spoken
quite so strongly.
"Eugenia," he began again, "do try to be reasonable. You take up
everything so exaggeratedly. You know perfectly well I have no wish to
hurt you. But really it is not easy to avoid doing so. Living with you
is like treading on egg-shells."
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