Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
"With my former quiet life, with present things, even, my sister being
the wife of a poor curate, for one thing. But oh, don't be vexed,
Beauchamp, I am very silly, I know. Forgive me. For the _thought_ of
me, the wish to please me, I cannot thank you enough. That would have
delighted me had the bracelet been the plainest in the world."
Upon which, Beauchamp had turned from her angrily, with some muttered
words about "sentimental nonsense and affectation," and Eugenia had had
a sore fit of penitence for the inexcusable ingratitude which had thus
wounded his sensitive spirit. And, after all, she did deserve some
blame for unnecessarily irritating him in this instance.
And thus, whether really the case or not, it always seemed to him in any
of the discussions or disagreements which still, notwithstanding
Eugenia's scrupulous care, occasionally arose between them. And no
wonder that he thought so. It was always the same story. Eugenia
annoyed him, probably in some very trivial matter, as to which,
nevertheless, he felt bound to act up to his principle of "keeping a
tight hand on her, letting her feel the reins."
And invariably it ended in her taking all the blame on herself, exerting
all her powers of logic (or sophistry) to convince herself that the
fault lay with her alone. It was but rarely, very, very rarely, that
she allowed her strong true sense of justice, of self-respect and
womanly right, to break out from the restraint in which she had
condemned it to dwell. And on such occasions, according to the
invariable law of reaction, the unnatural repression avenged itself, and
as had been the case in the carriage the night they came to Halswood,
Eugenia's bitterness of indignation and fiery temper horrified herself,
and did her infinite injustice with her husband. It was a bad state of
things altogether--bad for Eugenia, worse, perhaps, for her husband,
fostering his selfishness, increasing his narrow-minded
self-opinionativeness.
The day after the one on which it had occurred to Beauchamp that
Eugenia's spirits were not what they had been, it happened that she got
a letter from Sydney. It came in the morning, and as Captain Chancellor
handed it to her, a joyful exclamation escaped her.
"From Sydney! Oh, I am so glad! I have not heard from her for such a
time."
"What do you call `such a time,' I wonder?" said Captain Chancellor,
good-humouredly. "A week, I suppose?"
"No, longer than that," replied Eugenia. And then, encouraged by his
tone, she added, "You know Sydney and I had hardly ever been separated
before, and lately I have been particularly anxious to hear from home--
from Wareborough--on account of my father not having been well."
"Your father ill! I never heard of it. I wonder you did not tell me,"
said her husband.
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