Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
"I _made_ her tell me all," answered Eugenia. "Not that she wanted to
soften it, but at first she was a little frightened. Afterwards I do
believe she enjoyed telling me, though all the while affecting to do it
so reluctantly. She cannot understand where I learnt what I already
knew, and she shall never know. Oh, Sydney, she said hateful things!
When I asked her how she could have interfered between her brother and
Roma, when I told her that by so doing she had ruined _three_ lives, she
said something about my romantic ideas, and hinted that if Beauchamp had
known that he was to succeed his cousin, when he met me again at
Nunswell, he would never have thrown himself away as he did. But I
don't think I minded that; it seemed too coarse to touch me. Then, at
the end, she seemed to get frightened again, and tried to soothe me
down. She reminded me that no wife should expect her husband's full
confidence as to the past, and she said that no girl could be so foolish
as to imagine that a man like Beauchamp could have lived twenty-eight
years in the world without love affairs of some kind. If it had not
been Roma, it would have been some one else; I should think myself
fortunate I had nothing worse to complain of. I dare say there is a
sort of coarse truth in it--the world is a dreadful, miserable place;
and, oh, Sydney, I wish I were dead!"
There was nothing for it but to soothe and caress her into temporary
calm. She was too utterly worn out to be capable of being reasoned
with; it would have been cruel to attempt it. Much as Sydney felt for
her--intensely as she pitied her--she could not for a moment deceive
herself into thinking that Eugenia had acted well or wisely. It had
been a wild impulse that had urged her to this foolish, undignified
step--so her best friends would say, and the world would say yet harsher
things--yet, oh, poor Eugenia, how well Sydney understood the tumult of
her feelings--the peculiar agony to her nature and disposition of the
wounds she had received, the bitter anguish of the disappointments she
had had to endure! It was with a very sore heart Sydney left her for
the night; it was with no small uneasiness she reflected on what she had
to tell her husband, and tried to imagine what course he would determine
on pursuing. For in certain directions Frank could see but one road;
rough and thorny though it might be, he sometimes showed but scant
tenderness for those who, he decided, must walk therein. He was a good
man--a good and true-hearted man, but of some kinds of trial and
temptation he knew as little as his own baby son.
Sydney's misgivings proved to be not unfounded. Eugenia slept till late
the next morning, for the first part of the night sleep had deserted her
altogether. It was so late when she woke that Frank had already left
the house, Sydney told her.
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