Notes of a Camp-Follower on the Western FrontHornung, E. W. (Ernest William)
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Notes of a Camp-Follower on the Western Front
Hornung, E. W. (Ernest William)
World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives; World War, 1914-1918 -- War work -- Young Men's Christian Associations
And it was all idiotically, if not shamefully, exasperating! Those heavy
shells still raining into the town; untold pain and damage ensuing every
minute; the town-crier with his bell even then upon his rounds, warning
civilians to evacuate; little parties of them already under way, here a
toothless old lady in her Sunday weeds, a dignified old gentleman
pushing a superannuated perambulator full of household gods, a prancing
terrier loving the sad excitement of it all; and a man old enough to
know better thinking only of his makeshift hut, hardly at all about
their lifelong homes compulsorily abandoned in their poor old age, yet
with a step so proud and so unfaltering! The perambulator, perhaps, was
now a nobler and a sadder treasure than any it contained. But just then
the hut was home and treasure-house to me; filled day by day with hearts
of gold and souls of iron; and now what would become of it and them!
For the first time since the first day of all, nobody was there when we
opened; but presently a handful drifted in, as unconcerned as the
terrier in the road, but without a symptom of the dog's ingenuous
excitement. What was it to them if the day was big with all our fates!
It would not be their first big day; but it was not their day at all
just yet, whatever it might be to us. To them it was still a May day
come in March, the air was still charged with the fulness of life, and
the hut with all that they had found in it hitherto. It was only to us,
in our narrow, keen experience, that everything was spoilt, or spoiling
before our eyes.
'It's too good a day to waste in war,' said one of them across an idle
counter.
It was not his first utterance recorded in these notes; and there seemed
a touch of affectation about it. But he was one of the clever lot I
liked, and what I thought his self-consciousness only drew us closer;
for I defy you to live under shell-fire, for the first time, without
thinking of yourself, and what the next moment may mean to you--and what
the moment after--at the back of your mind. It is another thing when
your hands are full. But the peculiar traffic at our counter had
dwindled steadily during the bombardment. And it had lost even more in
character than in bulk. Impossible, at least for me, to keep up the
tacit pretence that a book was more important than a battle; it had
taken our visitor from Oxford (whom I suspect of an eager assent to the
proposition) to turn a really deaf ear to the song and crash of high
explosive. Mine was hardened, but it heard everything; my mind employed
itself on each report; and for the last two days the men and I had been
talking War.
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