The more of it then just now the better! The more we bite and
devour each other, the more horribly the newspapers abound in all
the evidences of our disgusting disorganisation, the
disorganisation of the old world, the readier will our dull ears be
to listen to the tidings of the new world which is aching to
appear, the world wherein dwelleth righteousness. Don't abuse the
newspapers therefore publicly, but tell everybody of the use they
are destined to promote, and set others upon the look-out. A. D. is
a very good woman, I haven't a doubt, but will fast grow a better
one if she would let herself alone, and me also, and all other mere
persons, while she diligently inquires about the Lord; that is
about that lustrous universal life which God's providence is now
forcing upon men's attention and which will obliterate for ever all
this exaggeration of our personalities. It is very well for lovers
to abase themselves in this way to each other; because love is a
_passion_ of one's nature--that is to say the lover is not
self-possessed, but is lifted for a passing moment to the level of
the Lord's life in the race, and so attuned to higher issues ever
after in his own proper sphere. But these experiences are purely
disciplinary and not final. All passion is a mere inducement to
action, and when at last activity really dawns in us we drop this
faculty of hallucination that we have been under about persons and
see and adore the abounding divinity which is in all persons alike.
Who will then ever be caught in that foolish snare again? I did
nothing but tumble into it from my boyhood up to my marriage; since
which great disillusioning--yes!--I feel that the only lovable
person is one who will never permit himself to be loved. But I have
written on without any intention and have now no time to say what
alone I intended, how charming and kind and long to be remembered
you were all those Paris days. Give my love to honest William and
tell my small nieces that I pine to pluck again the polished
cherries of their cheeks. My wife admires and loves you.
From which I jump considerably forward, for its (privately) historic
value, to a communication from Newport of the middle of August '63. My
father's two younger sons had, one the previous and one at the beginning
of the current, year obtained commissions in the Volunteer Army; as a
sequel to which my next younger brother, as Adjutant of the Fifty-fourth
Massachusetts, Colonel Robert Shaw's regiment, the first body of
coloured soldiers raised in the North, had received two grave wounds in
that unsuccessful attack on Fort Wagner from which the gallant young
leader of the movement was not to return.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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