MY DEAR CARRY--Are you a carry_atid_ that you consider yourself
bound to uphold that Lenox edifice through the cold winter as well
as the hot summer? Why don't you come to town? I can't _write_ what
I want to say. My brain is tired, and I gladly forego all writing
that costs thought or attention. But I have no day forgotten your
question, and am eager always to make a conquest of you; you are so
full both of the upper and the nether might as always greatly to
excite my interest and make me feel how little is accomplished
while you are left not so. I make no prayer to you; I would have no
assistance from your own vows; or the pleasure of my intercourse
with you would be slain. I would rather outrage than conciliate
your sympathies, that I might have all the joy of winning you over
at last. Hate me on my ideal side, the side that menaces you, as
much as you please meanwhile, but keep a warm corner in your regard
for me personally, as I always do for you, until we meet again.
It's a delight to know a person of your sense and depth; even the
_gaudia certaminis_ are more cheering with you than ordinary
agreements with other people.
On which note I may leave the exchange in question, feeling how equal an
honour it does to the parties.
VIII
I judge best to place together here several passages from my father's
letters belonging to this general period, even though they again carry
me to points beyond my story proper. It is not for the story's sake that
I am moved to gather them, but for their happy illustration, once more,
of something quite else, the human beauty of the writer's spirit and the
fine breadth of his expression. This latter virtue is most striking,
doubtless, when he addresses his women correspondents, of whom there
were many, yet it so pervades for instance various notes, longer and
shorter, to Mrs. James T. Fields, wife of the eminent Boston publisher
and editor, much commended to us as founder and, for a time, chief
conductor of the Atlantic Monthly, our most adopted and enjoyed native
_recueil_ of that series of years. The Atlantic seemed somehow, while
the good season lasted, to live with us, whereas our relation to the two
or three other like organs, homegrown or foreign, of which there could
be any question, and most of all, naturally, to the great French Revue,
was that we lived with _them_. The light of literature, as we then
invoked or at any rate received it, seemed to beat into the delightful
Fields salon from a nearer heaven than upon any other scene, and played
there over a museum of relics and treasures and apparitions (these last
whether reflected and by that time legendary, or directly protrusive and
presented, wearers of the bay) with an intensity, I feel again as I look
back, every resting ray of which was a challenge to dreaming ambition. I
am bound to note, none the less, oddly enough, that my father's
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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