We dined the other night at Shady Hill, where the Gurneys were
charming and the company excellent; but there was a perpetual
suggestion of the Elysian Fields about the banquet to me, and we
seemed met together to celebrate a memory rather than applaud a
hope. Godkin and his wife were there, and they heartily lent
themselves to discourse of you all. Ever and anon his friendship
gave itself such an emphatic _jerk_ to your address that you might
have heard it on your window-panes if you had not been asleep. As
for her--what a great clot she is of womanly health, beauty and
benignity! That is a most unwonted word to use in such a
connection, but it came of itself, and I won't refuse it, as it
means to express a wealth that seems chaotic--seems so because
apparently not enough exercised or put to specific use. The
Ashburners and Sedgwicks continue your tradition and even ornament
or variegate it with their own original force. I go there of a
Sunday afternoon, whenever possible, to read anew the gospel of
their beautiful life and manners and bring away a text for the good
of my own household. No one disputes the authenticity of that
gospel, and I have no difficulty in spreading its knowledge.
On which follows, as if inevitably, the tragic note re-echoed; news
having come from Dresden, in March '72, of the death of Mrs. Charles
Norton, still young, delightful, inestimable.
What a blow we have all had in the deeper blow that has prostrated
you! I despair to tell you how keen and how real a grief is felt
here by all who have heard the desolating news. With my own family
the brooding presence of the calamity is almost as obvious as it is
in the Kirkland Street home, and I have to make a perpetual effort
to reason it down. Reflectively, I confess, I am somewhat surprised
that I could have been so _much_ surprised by an event of this
order. I know very well that death is the secret of life
spiritually, and that this outward image of death which has just
obtruded itself upon our gaze is _only_ an image--is wholly unreal
from a spiritual point of view. I know in short that your lovely
sister lives at present more livingly than she has ever lived
before. And yet my life is so low, habitually, that when I am
called upon to put my knowledge into practice I am as superstitious
as anybody else and grovel instead of soaring. Keep me in your own
sweet and fragrant memory, for nowhere else could I feel myself
more embalmed to my own self-respect. Indeed if anything could
relieve a personal sorrow to me it would be the sense that it was
shared by a being so infinitely tender and true as yourself.
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