Your and H.'s last letters bring tears of joy to our eyes. It's a
delight above all delights to feel one's children turn out all that
the heart covets in children. Your conviction is not up to the
truth. Our "tender thoughts" of you are so constant that I have
hardly been able to settle to anything since you have been gone. I
can do little else than recount to myself "the tender mercies of
the Lord" to me and my household. Still I am not wholly useless; I
try to write every day, and though I haven't my daughter at hand to
look after my style and occasionally after my ideas, I manage to do
a little. Your conscientious economy is excessively touching, but
it's a little overstrained. You needn't be afraid of putting us to
any embarrassment so long as your expenses don't exceed their
present rate; and you can buy all you want in Paris without
stretching your tether a particle. This is Mamma's message as well
as mine. Charles Atkinson wishes me to say that Monte Genneroso
above Lugano Lake--the P.O. Mendrisio--offers a wondrous climate;
and Mamma thinks--so fearful is she that you will descend into
Italy before the warm weather is over and so compromise your
strength--that you had either better go there awhile first or else
be ready to retreat on it in case you find the summer heat in
Venice impossible.
Nor does this scrap from a letter to myself at the same season breathe a
spirit less liberal--so far as the sympathy with whatever might pass for
my fondest preoccupations was concerned. These were now quite frankly
recognised as the arduous attempt to learn somehow or other to write.
I send you The Nation, though there seems nothing in it of your
own, and I think I never fail to recognise you. A notice of Gustave
Droz's Babolain (by T. S. P., I suppose) there is; which book I
read the other day. This fumbling in the cadaver of the old world,
however, only disgusts me when so unrelieved as in this case by any
contrast or any souffle of inspiration such as you get in
Tourgueneff. It's curious to observe how uncertain the author's
step is in this story--how he seems always on the look-out for some
chance to break away. But it has mastered him, he can't lay the
ghost he has conjured.
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