Did you see those verses in the North American
translated from the Persian? Good-bye.
The last of all is full both of realities and illusions, the latter
insistently living through all the distress of the former. And I should
like to say, or to believe, that they remained with her to the end,
which was near.
Don't be alarmed at my pencil--I am not in bed but only bundled-up
on the piazza by order of the doctor.... I started for New York
feeling a good deal knocked up, but hoping to get better from the
change; I was to stay there over Sunday and see Dr. Metcalfe, who
has a high reputation and was a friend of my father's. I left a
request at his office that he would come to me on Sunday P.M.; but
in the meantime my cousin Mrs. Minturn Post, with whom I was
staying, urged upon me her physician, Dr. Taylor, who came on
Saturday night, just as I was going to bed, and, after sounding my
lungs, told me very dreadful things about them. As his verdict was
worse than Metcalfe's proved I will tell you what he said first. He
began very solemnly: "My dear young lady, your right lung is
diseased; all your hemorrhages have come from there. It must have
been bad for at least a year before they began. You must go to
Europe as soon as possible." This was not cheerful, as I had been
idiot enough to believe some time ago such a different explanation.
But of course I wanted to learn what he absolutely thought, and
told him I wasn't a bit afraid. If there weren't tubercles was I
curable and if there _were_• was I hopeless? I asked him for the
very worst view he had conscientiously to take, but didn't mean
definitely to ask how long I should live, and so was rather
unprepared for his reply of "Two or three years." I didn't however
wish to make him regret his frankness, so I said, "Well, Doctor,
even if my right lung were all gone I should make a stand with my
left," and then, by way of showing how valiant the stand would be,
fainted away. This, I should say, was owing a good deal to my
previous used-up condition from want of sleep. It made him at any
rate hasten to assure me that there was every possibility of my
case being not after all so bad--with which he took his departure;
to my great relief as I didn't think him at all nice. His grammar
was bad, and he made himself generally objectionable.
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