I have been pretty busy this week. I have a filial feeling toward
Wyman already. I work in a vast museum at a table all alone,
surrounded by skeletons of mastodons, crocodiles and the like, with
the walls hung about with monsters and horrors enough to freeze the
blood. But I have no fear, as most of them are tightly bottled up.
Occasionally solemn men and women come in to see the museum, and
sometimes timid little girls (reminding me of thee, my love, only
they are less fashionably dressed), who whisper "Is folks allowed
here?" It pains me to remark, however, that not all the little
girls are of this pleasing type, many being bold-faced jades.
Salter is back here, but morose. One or two new students and Prof.
Goodwin, who is very agreeable. Also William Everett, son of the
great Edward, very intelligent and a capital scholar, studying law.
He took honours at the English Cambridge. I send a photograph of
General Sickles for your and Wilky's amusement. It is a part of a
great anthropomorphological collection which I am going to make. So
take care of it, as well as of all the photographs you will find in
the table-drawer in my room. But isn't he a bully boy? Desecrate
the room as little as possible. If Wilky wants me as an extra nurse
send for me without hesitation.
VI
These returns to that first year or two at Newport contribute meanwhile
to filling out as nothing in the present pages has yet done for me that
vision of our father's unsurpassable patience and independence, in the
interest of the convictions he cherished and the expression of them, as
richly emphatic as it was scantly heeded, to which he daily gave
himself. We took his "writing" infinitely for granted--we had always so
taken it, and the sense of him, each long morning, at his study table
either with bent considering brow or with a half-spent and checked
intensity, a lapse backward in his chair and a musing lift of perhaps
troubled and baffled eyes, seems to me the most constant fact, the most
closely interwoven and underlying, among all our breaks and variations.
He applied himself there with a regularity and a piety as little subject
to sighing abatements or betrayed fears as if he had been working under
pressure for his bread and ours and the question were too urgent for his
daring to doubt. This play of his remarkable genius brought him in fact
throughout the long years no ghost of a reward in the form of pence, and
could proceed to publicity, as it repeatedly did, not only by the
copious and resigned sacrifice of such calculations, but by his meeting
in every single case all the expenses of the process. The untired
impulse to this devotion figured for us, comprehensively and familiarly,
as "Father's Ideas," of the force and truth of which in his own view we
were always so respectfully, even though at times so bewilderedly and
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