Notes of hospital life from November, 1861, to August, 1863Anonymous
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Notes of hospital life from November, 1861, to August, 1863
Anonymous
United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Hospitals
“An evil, I grant,” said I; “unmixed I deny. War and its attendants have
a grand side. Do not start, and look so reproachfully at me; were we
standing on another spot, and were the circumstances different, I would
tell you all I mean; but let it pass.”
We were in no mood for argument then, and the subject dropped; but it
recurred frequently to my mind, and the more I have dwelt upon it, the
more I am convinced (your pardon, dear speaker!) that such a statement
is not, cannot be true. War has its compensations, its beautiful
compensations; and I very much question, whether, if the statistics
of the good deeds, the kind, warm, large-hearted actions, could be
registered, as are those of crime, we should not find that those
performed in times of war, greatly overbalance those in times of peace.
Great crises call forth and compel great deeds.
Where is the battle-field since Sumter’s sad surprise, which cannot
boast, not one, but many Sir Philip Sydney’s, with the earnest “Take it;
thy need is greater than mine?” Magnanimity need no longer be confined
to the field of Zütphen, and each child be taught the story as though
it stood alone. Where the hospital where we may not see something of
sublimity in the beautiful forgetfulness of self, the untiring devotion
with which plain, poor men watch, night after night, by a dying
comrade,--a stranger till those walls had made them brothers? Where the
home, high or humble, which fails to show the brave-hearted wife, mother,
daughter, or sister, giving for her country a life far dearer than her
own, to danger and to death? Is there no moral grandeur, no moral heroism
here? A sad soul, so struggling with, yet surmounting sorrow; so sending
forth her sure support and stay, then turning calmly and quietly to take
up her lonely cross and bear the burden of daily life, by virtue of such
act reaches a spiritual elevation which times of peace could rarely, if
ever, witness.
I see the laugh--I hear the cutting remark, “Such a _woman’s_ view!”
but I know these things are true, for I have witnessed them; and, be
it remembered, that ridicule is not reasoning, nor satire always sound
sense. Never can I listen to this statement, that “War is an unmixed
evil,” without longing to combat it; and added to that, but this very
morning, the same belligerent desire was excited in my mind by reading
an opinion, somewhat dogmatically asserted, that, “In these days, Apollo
must give place to Mars.”
“Not so,” I answered then; “not so,” I answer now. Apollo never gathers
in a heavier harvest--never stores stouter sheaves, than those mowed
down by the chariot wheels of the God of War, as he dashes onward in
his headlong career. Ask the world, since creation’s dawn, and she will
tell you that Apollo clings to Mars; and if he ever “gives place,” it
is only that he may follow on the fiery track of his great leader, sure
of grander opportunities in the waxing and waning of one moon, than a
life-time of peace could give.
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