Notes of hospital life from November, 1861, to August, 1863Anonymous
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Notes of hospital life from November, 1861, to August, 1863
Anonymous
United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Hospitals
I sat down by him, and tried to soothe and calm that dreadful
restlessness; his mind was too much gone for words, I only gently stroked
his brow and fanned him. “I am out on the water; out on the water!” was
his one cry, from a low tone, ascending till it amounted almost to a
scream. Truly he was “out on the water,” and where was compass or chart
for the final voyage? Those words, with the constant repetition of his
brother’s name, were the last I ever heard him utter. The only moment of
calmness I noticed, was when Mr. ---- knelt at his bedside and repeated
those soul-soothing Prayers, from the “Visitation of the Sick.” He
attempted no conversation, for we well knew Robinson was in no state to
bear it. We had felt from the first, that Prayer _for_ him, was all that
we could offer; not _with_ him, as his intervals of consciousness were
merely momentary. His father had not yet arrived, and there appeared
little hope that he could now do so, in time, as he was very much lower
than on my last visit, and evidently sinking. As our presence could give
him no comfort, we left him with heavy hearts.
When I reached there the next day, I found that an order had been given
prohibiting all admittance for visitors to his ward, as the surgeon
thought that Robinson had been excited by those he had seen the day
before, but that his father had come, and that we could see him; he had
arrived that morning.
There are few things connected with this hospital work which I recall
with more pleasure than the simple, earnest gratitude of this bronzed and
weather-beaten old man, for the trifling kindnesses which we had been
able to offer to his boy. There was something about him altogether so
real, so honest, genuine, and sincere, that one could not help feeling
drawn to him at once. He was a rough, plain, Western man, primitive in
the extreme; but no one could listen to him without the consciousness
that a warm, true, noble heart, beat beneath that uncouth exterior.
Had the telegram been a day later, he could not have reached here for
nearly a week longer. The train, which only runs on certain days, left
the morning after he received the news; he had travelled night and day,
making every connection, and performing the journey as rapidly as it
could be done.
His boy, he said, had recognized him, and he was pleased to find him
better than he had hoped for. He thought with care he would get well now,
and he was going at once to telegraph the good news to his wife.
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