Notes of hospital life from November, 1861, to August, 1863Anonymous
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Notes of hospital life from November, 1861, to August, 1863
Anonymous
United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Hospitals
Such are the parting words, rough it may be, but coming from the heart,
and therefore far more valuable than the elegant insincerity of more
polished partings. But as character is shown in every action of life,
we may easily detect the difference of nature even in their mode of
saying goodbye. One comes forward with frank smile, and hand extended,
his whole soul beaming from his honest eyes; he is glad to have known
you, somewhat sorry to leave you, but so very happy to be off, that
there is little room for any other feeling; and you take leave of him
with satisfaction, sure that his contented nature will adapt itself to
whatever circumstances may surround him. Another comes up really sorry
to go, but thinking it beneath a soldier’s dignity to show feeling;
he therefore tries to assume a perfectly indifferent air, but like
everything assumed, it sits ill upon him, and we all know that in his
heart “sober Sam,” as the boys nickname him, is more sorry to leave us
than he cares to acknowledge. A third shocks our patriotism by openly
declaring he don’t want to go; he don’t care to fight, and he’s sure he’s
not fit for it either. Ah! Bob, isn’t it that you love your own ease a
little too well? The field may not be quite so comfortable as it is here,
but it is unworthy of a soldier to mind such trifles as want of bed, and
occasional want of food. But Bob doesn’t think so, and whatever his other
faults may be, he is honest in declaring his opinions. But here come the
others, and we have but a few minutes more.
“Goodbye, Brown; take care of yourself; we shall miss you when we want
our errands done.”
“Goodbye, Williams; don’t forget your promise.”
“Goodbye, Simpson; what shall we do without you for a wardmaster?”
“Goodbye, John; come back with shoulder-straps, and God bless you!”
That bright young face looks still brighter, as he says, “Why, Miss ----,
that’s what they all say to me; I’ve been through the wards bidding the
boys goodbye, and they all say ‘God bless you, John!’ Why do they say
that to me?”
I could have told him without much difficulty why that genial, sunny
nature, so full of bravery and beauty, of life and love, had won its
way to the hearts of “the boys,” and called forth that warm “God bless
you.” The Prayer from so many hearts seems to have won its answer; God
has blessed him and guarded him from harm. Nobly has he fought, and
the shoulder-straps are won. Promotion on the field “for distinguished
services,” has been gained; and we now have the pleasure of directing
our quondam “Private” John’s letters, to “Captain” John, of the Army of
the Potomac. But as he is pressed on in the crowd, before I can answer
his question, I notice a pale, quiet youth, always retiring and gentle,
standing at my side with a hesitating air.
“Well, George, you’re off too; I won’t forget you, and you mustn’t forget
me.”
He still stands, and still hesitates, saying nothing.
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