“Yes; and I’ll go further. I love every hair of your head. Even when
you’re cruel,” he hurried on recklessly, “and heaven knows you can be
cruel enough, I love you. I love your lips when they say the unkindest
and most outrageous things to me. I love your eyes when they look scorn.
I ought not to love you, but I do. Why, I loved you the first time I saw
you. And do you think if I were all those things you think me, I’d dare
stand up here and tell you that? I didn’t mean to tell you ever that I
loved you. But that’s my answer when you imply I’m a rank criminal. A
man’s got to have a clear conscience to love you as I do. Such love can
only go with a clear conscience. Why, you’re so wonderful and beautiful
to me I couldn’t—” Bob paused. “Don’t you see the point?” he appealed
to her. “A man couldn’t have you in his heart and not have the right to
hold up his head among his fellow men.”
Miss Gerald did not at once answer; she had not moved. The sweeping dark
lashes were lowered; she was looking down. “You plead your cause very
ingeniously, Mr. Bennett,” she observed at length, her lashes suddenly
uplifting. The lights were still there in the violet eyes; they seemed
yet mocking him. “You invoke the sacred name of love as a proof of your
innocence. The argument is unique if not logical,” she went on with
pitiless accents and the red lips that uttered the “sacred name of love”
smiled. “I have been rather interested, however, in following your
somewhat fantastic defense of yourself. That it has incidentally
involved me is also mildly interesting. Do you expect me to feel
flattered?” The red lips still smiled. Bob was quite near but she didn’t
move away. She seemed quite unafraid of him.
“You needn’t feel ashamed,” said Bob sturdily. And his eyes flashed.
They seemed to say no woman ought to be ashamed of an honest man’s love.
“I may be mad over you,” he went on, “but I’m not ashamed of it. There
isn’t a thought I have of you that doesn’t make me want to be a better
man, and a stronger and more useful one, too,” he added, squaring his
shoulders.
Again the long lashes swept slightly downward, masking the violet, and
the girl’s lips moved—a ripple of amusement, no doubt. She looked up,
however, once more with that appearance of deadly calm. “Then you deny
it, in toto, having seen my ring to-night?”
Bob swallowed. Again he dropped from the heights.
“You do not speak,” said Miss Gerald, studying him.
“I—wish you wouldn’t ask me that,” he managed to say.
“Why not?” lifting her brows. “Even if you saw it you could say you
hadn’t.”
“That’s just the point,” Miserably. “I couldn’t.”
“Then you did see it?”
“I did.”
“You had it, perhaps?”
“I did.”
“You have it now?”
“No.”
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