The Rieben skirting the sea, within sound of it, frustrated by its
tides, brackish with its salt, but still apart, always reminded Roger of
Lady Louisa. She too had drawn very near, but could not reach the
merciful sea of death. A narrow ridge of aching life, arid as the high
shingle barrier, constrained her, brackish month by month, from her only
refuge. But Roger could no more have expressed such an idea in words
than he could have knitted the cable-topped shooting-stockings which
Janey made him, and which he had on at this moment.
The carriage in front had stopped at a lonely homestead among the gorse.
On a low knoll at a little distance fronting the marsh stood an old
stone cross.
Mrs. Stoddart and Mr. Stirling had already taken to their feet, and were
climbing slowly through the gorse up the sandy path which led to the
Holy Well. Roger and Annette left the dogcart and followed them.
Presently Mr. Stirling gave Mrs. Stoddart his hand.
Roger timidly offered his to Annette. She did not need it, but she took
it. His shyness stood him in good stead. She had known bolder advances.
Hand in hand, with beating hearts, they went, and as they walked the
thin veil which hides the enchanted land from lonely seekers was
withdrawn. With awed eyes they saw "that new world which is the old"
unfold itself before them, and smiled gravely at each other. The little
pink convolvulus creeping in the thin grass made way for them. The wild
St. John's wort held towards them its tiny golden stars. The sea mews,
flapping slowly past with their feet hanging, cried them good luck; and
the thyme clinging close as moss to the ground, sent them delicate
greeting, "like dawn in Paradise."
Annette forgot that a year ago she had for a few hours seen a mirage of
this ecstasy before, and it had been but a mirage. She forgot that the
day might not be far distant when this kindly man, this transfigured
fellow-traveller, might leave her, when he who treated her now with
reverence, delicate as the scent of the thyme, might not be willing to
make her his wife, as that other man had not been willing.
But how could she do otherwise than forget? For when our eyes are
opened, and the promised land lies at our feet, the most faithless of us
fear no desertion, the most treacherous no treachery, the coldest no
inconstancy, the most callous no wound; much less guileless souls like
poor unwise Annette.
She had told Mrs. Stoddart that she would never trust anyone again, and
then had trusted her implicitly. She had told herself that she would
never love again, and she loved Roger.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account