The light was increasing steadily, and a few minutes after he had left
the house the sun came pallidly out, and a faint breeze stirred the tops
of the fir trees. Perhaps this was the land breeze of which he had
spoken. A sense of irksomeness and restlessness laid hold on her. She
turned from the window, and wandered into the little entrance hall, and
unbarred a shutter to see if Roger were coming back. But no one was in
sight on the long, straight, moss-rutted road that led to the house. She
peered into the empty kitchen, and then, seeing a band of sunlight on
the staircase, went up it. Perhaps she should see Roger from one of the
upper windows. There were no shutters on them. She glanced into one
after another of the little cluster of dishevelled bedrooms, with
crumpled newspapers left over from a hurried packing still strewing the
floors. The furniture was massive, early Victorian, not uncomfortable,
but direfully ugly.
There was one fair-sized south bedroom, and on the window-sill was a
young starling with outspread, grimy wings. Annette ran to open the
window, but as she did so she saw it was dead, had died beating against
the glass trying to get out into the sunshine, after making black
smirches on the walls and ceiling.
Everything in this one room was gay and pretty. The curtains and
bed-hangings were of rosebud chintz. Perhaps the same hand that had made
them had collected from the other rooms the old swinging mirror with
brass rosettes, and the chest of drawers with drop handles, and the
quaint painted chairs. Annette saw the crib in the corner. This room had
been the nursery. It was here, no doubt, that Mrs. Deane had watched her
child die. Some of the anguish of the mother seemed to linger in the
sunny room with its rose-coloured curtains, and something, alas! more
terrible than grief had left its traces there.
A devastating hand, a fierce destructive anger had been at work. Little
pictures had evidently been torn down from the wall and flung into the
fire. The fireplace was choked high with half-burned débris--small
shoes, pinafores, and toys. A bit of a child's linen picture-book had
declined to burn, and hung forlornly through the bars, showing a comic
picture of Mrs. Pig driving home from market. A green wheel had become
unfastened, and had rolled into the middle of the room when the wooden
horse and cart were thrust into the fire.
"She must have cried all the time," said Annette to herself, and she
shivered. She remembered her own mad impulse of destruction.
"It's no use being angry," she whispered to the empty walls. "No use. No
use."
The photograph frames had evidently been swept into the fire too, all
but one, for there was broken glass in the fender and on the floor. But
one framed photograph stood on the mantelpiece, the man in it, smiling
and debonair, looking gaily out at Annette and the world in general.
Under it was written in a large clear hand, "Daddy."
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