Annette kneeling by the lake, crying silently, was so absorbed in
tenderly clearing the dead leaves from the work of art, and in setting
the cow on its legs again, that she did not hear a step on the path
behind her. Roger had come back and was watching her.
When she discovered the two lambs sitting facing each other, she seized
them up, and kissed them, sobbing violently.
Something in Annette's action vaguely repelled him as he watched her. It
was what he would have defined as "French." And though he had swallowed
down the French father, he hated all symptoms of him in Annette. It was
alien to him to kiss little china lambs. Janey would never have done
that. And Janey was the test, the touchstone of all that was becoming in
woman.
And then all in a moment the tiny wave of repulsion was submerged in the
strong current of his whole being towards her. It was as if some dormant
generous emotion had been roused and angered by his petty pin-prick
opposition to put out its whole strength and brush it away.
"Don't cry," said Roger gruffly. But there were tears in his small round
eyes as well as in hers.
"Oh, Roger," said Annette, speaking to him for the first time by his
Christian name, "have you seen it, the fishes and the ducks, and the
pigsty, and the little lambs and everything?"
Roger nodded. He had watched that property in course of construction. He
might have added that he had provided most of the animals for it. But if
he had added that, he would not have been Roger.
"And she's burnt everything in the nursery," continued Annette, rising
and going to him, the tears running down her face. "The toys and
everything. And she's torn down the little pictures from the wall and
broken them and thrown them on the fire. And I think she only left the
garden because--poor thing--because she forgot it."
Roger did not answer. He took her in his arms, and said with gruff
tenderness, as if to a child, "Don't cry."
She leaned against him, and let his arms fold her to him. And as they
stood together in silence their hearts went out to each other, and awe
fell upon them. All about them seemed to shake, the silvered firs, the
pale sunshine, the melancholy house, the solid earth beneath their feet.
"You will marry me, won't you, Annette?" he said hoarsely.
Remembrance rushed back upon her. She drew away from him, and looked
earnestly at him with tear-dimmed, wistful eyes.
The poor woman who had lived here, who had worn the little path on which
they were standing, had loved Dick, but he had not married her. She
herself, for one brief hour, had loved some one, but he had had no
thought of marrying her. Was Roger, after all, like other men? Would he
also cast her aside when he knew all, weigh her in the balance, and find
her not good enough to be his wife?
There was a loud knocking at the door, and the bell pealed. It echoed
through the empty house.
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