She was tired, oh! so tired of hungering and thirsting, and the sun and
the dust, so tired of the trampling struggle and turmoil of life, of
being pushed from pillar to post, from patient to patient. For seventeen
grinding years she had earned her bread in the house of strangers, and
she was sick to death of it. And she had been handsome once, gay and
self-confident once, innocent once. She had been determined that her
mother should never know want. And she had never known it--never known
either the straits to which her daughter had been reduced to keep that
tiny home together. That was all over now. Her mother was dead, and her
lover, if so he could be called, had passed out of her life. And as she
sat on the bench she told herself for the hundredth time that there was
no one to fight for her but herself. She felt old and worn-out and
ashamed, and the tears fell. She had not been like this, cunning and
self-seeking, to start with. Life had made her so. She shut her eyes, so
that she might not see that graceful, pathetic creature, with its
beautiful eyes fixed on the marbles, of whom she had dared to make a
cat's paw.
But presently she felt a soft cheek pressed to hers, and an arm round
her neck.
"Don't cry, Nursie," Harry said gently. "Brother Dick has gone to
heaven," and he kissed her, as a child might kiss its mother. She winced
at his touch, and then pushed back her hair, still thick and wavy, with
the grey just beginning to show in it, and returned his kiss.
And as he stood before her she took his hands and held them tightly, her
miserable eyes fixed on him.
A silent sob shook her, and then she said--
"You know where God lives, Harry?"
Harry disengaged one hand and pointed to the sky above him. He was not
often sure of giving the right answer, but he had a happy confidence
that this was correct.
"Yes," she went on, "God lives in the sky and looks down on us. He is
looking at us now."
Harry glanced politely up at the heavens and then back at his companion.
"He is looking at us now. He hears what I say. I'm not one that believes
much in promises. Nobody's ever kept any to me. But I call Him to
witness that what I have taken upon myself I will perform, that I will
do my duty by you, and I will be good to you always and be your best
friend, whatever may happen--so help me God."
CHAPTER XXXIII
"But I wait in a horror of strangeness--
A tool on His workshop floor,
Worn to the butt, and banished
His hand for evermore."
W. E. HENLEY.
In the sick-room all was still.
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