"I don't believe you. If you had, you would understand Annette's
momentary madness. She need not have told you that. She need not have
blackened herself in your eyes, but she did. Can't you see, Roger, will
you never, never understand that you have had the whole truth from
Annette?--the most difficult truth in the world to tell. And why do you
need me to hammer it into you that she was speaking the truth to you?
Can't you see for yourself that Annette is upright, as upright as
yourself? What is the good of you, if you can't even see that? What is
the good of loving her--if you do love her--if you can't see that she
doesn't tell lies? _I'm_ not in love with her,--there have been times
when I've come very near to hating her, and I had reason to believe she
had done a wicked action,--but I knew one thing, and that was that she
would never lie about it. She is not that kind. And if she told you that
in a moment of despair she had agreed to do it, but that she had not
done it, then she spoke the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the
truth."
Roger could only stare at Janey, dumfounded. She who in his long
experience of her had always listened, had spoken so little beyond
comment or agreement, now thrust at him with a sword of determined,
sharp-edged speech. The only two women he thought he knew were becoming
absolute strangers to him.
"If I had been in Annette's place, I would have died sooner than own
that I agreed to do wrong. I should have put the blame on Dick. But
Annette is humbler than I am, more loyal than I am, more compassionate.
She took the blame herself which belongs to Dick. She would not speak
ill of him. If I had been in her place, I should have hesitated a long
time before I told you about the will. It will ruin her good name. I
should have thought of that. But she didn't. She thought only of you,
only of getting your inheritance for you. Just as when Dick was ill, she
only thought of helping him. Go and get your inheritance, Roger. It's
yours, and I'm glad it is. You deserve it. But there's one thing you
don't deserve, and that is to marry Annette. You're not good enough for
her."
Janey had risen to her feet. She stood before him, a small terrible
creature with blazing eyes. Then she passed him and left the room, the
astounded Roger gaping after her.
He waited a long time for her to return, but she did not come back.
CHAPTER XXXVIII
"Les seuls défauts vraiment terribles sont ceux qu'on prend pour
des qualités."--H. RABUSSON.
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