"I am afraid," said Aunt Maria, with conscious pride, "that the next
chapter is hardly one for Annette. It deals, not without a touch of
realism, with subjects which as a delineator of life I cannot ignore,
but which, thank God, have no place in a young girl's existence."
"Oh, Maria, how I disagree with you!" interposed Aunt Harriet before
Annette could speak. "If only I had been warned when I was a young,
innocent, high-spirited creature, if only I had been aware of the
pitfalls, the snares, spread like nets round the feet of the young and
the attractive, I should have been spared some terrible
disillusionments. I am afraid I am far too modern to wish to keep girls
in the total ignorance in which our dear mother brought us up. We must
march with the times. There is nothing that you, being what you are,
Maria, nothing that you with your high ideals could write which, however
painful, it could harm Annette to hear." (This was perhaps even truer
than the enunciator was aware.) "She must some time learn that evil
exists, that sin and suffering are all part of life."
Annette looked from the excited figure on the sofa to the dignified
personage in the arm-chair, and her heart was wrung for them both. Oh!
Poor dears! poor dears! Living in this shadowy world of their own in
which reality never set foot, this tiny world of which Aunt Harriet
spoke so glibly, which Aunt Maria described with such touching
confidence. Was she going to shatter it for them?--she whom they were
doing their best to guide into it, to make like themselves.
"I am rather tired," she said, folding up her work. "I think I will go
to bed, and then you can read the chapter together, and decide whether I
can hear it later on."
"It is very carefully treated, very lightly, I may say skilfully
touched," said Aunt Maria urbanely, whose previous remark had been
entirely conventional, and who had no intention of losing half her
audience. "I think, on the whole, I will risk it. Sit down again,
Annette. Let me see, how old are you?"
"Twenty-three."
"Many women at that age are wives and mothers. I agree with you,
Harriet. The danger we elders fall into is the want of realization that
the younger generation are grown up. We must not make this mistake with
you, Annette, or treat you as a child any longer, but as--ahem!--one of
ourselves. It is better that you should be made aware of the existence
of the seamy side of life, so that later on, if you come in contact with
it, your mind may be prepared. Chapter one hundred and twenty-five. _The
False Position._"
CHAPTER XXXIX
"All other joy of life he strove to warm,
And magnify, and catch them to his lip:
But they had suffered shipwreck with the ship,
And gazed upon him sallow from the storm."
GEORGE MEREDITH.
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