But if Annette felt relief about Roger and Janey, the thought of the
aunts brought a pang with it, especially since Mrs. Stoddart's visit.
They had reached the state of nerves when the sweeps are an event, a
broken window-cord an occasion for fortitude, a patch of damp on the
ceiling a disaster. They would be wounded to the quick in their pride
and in their affection if any scandal attached to her name; for they had
become fond of her since she had devoted herself to them. While she had
been as a young girl a claim on their time and attention they had not
cared much about her, but now she was indispensable to them, and she who
formerly could do nothing right could now hardly do anything wrong. Oh!
why had she concealed anything from them in the first instance? Why had
she allowed kind, clever Mrs. Stoddart to judge for her what was right
when she ought to have followed her own instinct of telling them, before
they had come to lean upon her? "Mrs. Stoddart only thought of me,"
Annette said to herself. "She never considered the aunts at all," which
was about the truth.
Their whole happiness would be destroyed, the even tenor of their lives
broken up. Aunt Maria often talked as if she had plumbed the greatest
depths to which human nature can sink. Aunt Harriet had more than
hinted that many dark and even improper problems had been unravelled in
tears beside her couch. But Annette knew very well that these utterances
were purely academic and had no connection with anything real,
indicating only the anxious desire of middle age, half conscious that it
is in a backwater, to impress on itself and others that--to use its own
pathetic phrase--it is "keeping in touch with life."
The aunts must leave Riff, and quickly. Mrs. Stoddart was right. Annette
realized that their lives could be reconstructed like other mechanisms:
taken down like an iron building and put up elsewhere. They had struck
no root in Riff as she herself had done. Aunt Harriet had always had a
leaning towards Bournemouth. No doubt they could easily form there
another little circle where they would be admired and appreciated. There
must be the equivalent of Canon Wetherby wherever one went. Yes, they
must leave Riff. Fortunately, both aunts had only consented, much
against the grain, to live in the country on account of their sister's
health; both lamented that they were cut off from congenial literary
society; both frequently regretted the move. She would have no
difficulty in persuading them to leave Riff, for already she had had to
exercise a certain amount of persuasion to induce them to remain. She
must prepare their minds without delay.
For once, Fortune favoured her.
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