"Yes, it _is_ true," said Janey slowly, and she became very pale. Then
she added, with difficulty, "I knew--we all knew--that Dick had had some
one--a woman--with him at Fontainebleau when he was taken ill. His
valet told my aunt he had not gone--alone. And the hotel-keeper told her
the same. She ran away when Aunt Jane arrived. Aunt Jane never saw her.
We never knew who she was."
"Till now," said Mr. Stirling softly.
Two long-winged baby-swallows were sitting on their breasts on the sunny
flagged path, resting, turning their sleek heads to right and left. Mr.
Stirling watched them intently.
"Why should anyone but you and I ever know?" he said, with a sigh, after
they had flown. He had waited, hoping Janey would say those words, but
he had had to say them himself instead.
She did not answer. She could not. A pulse in her throat was choking
her. This, then, was what he had come for, to persuade her to be silent,
to hush it up. All men were the same about a pretty woman. A great
tumult clamoured within her, but she made no movement.
"I may as well mention that I am interested in Miss Georges," he went on
quietly. "Don't you find that rather ridiculous, Miss Manvers? An
elderly man of fifty, old enough to be her father. It is quite absurd,
and very undignified, isn't it? You are much too courteous to agree with
me. But I can see you think it is so, whether you agree or not. Wise
women often justly accuse us silly susceptible men of being caught by a
pretty face. I have been caught by a sweet face. I never exchanged a
word with Miss Georges till yesterday, so I have not had the chance of
being attracted by her mind. And it is not her mind that draws me, it is
her face. I have known her by sight for some time. I go to church in
order to see her. I called on her two aunts solely in order to make her
acquaintance. The elder one, the portentous authoress, is the kind of
person whom I should creep down a sewer to avoid; even the saintly
invalid does not call out my higher nature."
Mr. Stirling became aware that Janey was lost in amazement. Irony is
singularly unsuited to a narrow outlook.
He waited a moment, and then went on, choosing his words carefully, as
if he were speaking to some one very young--
"It is quite a different thing to be attracted, and to have any hope of
marriage, isn't it? I have, and had, no thought of marrying Miss
Georges. I am aware that I could not achieve it. Men of my age do not
exist for women of her age. But that does not prevent my having a deep
desire to serve her. And service is the greater part of love, isn't it?
I am sure _you_ know that, whose life is made up of service of others."
"I am not sure I do," she said stiffly. She was steeling herself against
him.
If he found her difficult, he gave no sign of it. He went on
tranquilly--
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