"'Why, we were so cheerful just a minute ago,' I said; 'what's the
matter?'
"'Oh, poor Jack!' she moaned, as her little, wasted fingers opened and
closed upon the counterpane. 'Poor Jack, it will break his heart.'
"It was no good my saying anything. There comes a moment when something
tells your patient all that is to be known about the case, and the doctor
and the nurse can keep their hopeful assurances for where they will be of
more use. The only thing that would have brought comfort to her then
would have been to convince her that he would soon forget her and be
happy without her. I thought it at the time, and I tried to say
something of the kind to her, but I couldn't get it out, and she wouldn't
have believed me if I had.
"So all I could do was to go back to the other room, and tell him that I
wanted her to go to sleep, and that he must not call out to her until I
told him.
"She lay very still all day. The doctor came at his usual hour and
looked at her. He patted her hand, and just glanced at the untouched
food beside her.
"'Yes,' he said, quietly. 'I shouldn't worry her, nurse.' And I
understood.
"Towards evening she opened her eyes, and beckoned to her sister, who was
standing by the bedside, to bend down.
"'Jeanie,' she whispered, 'do you think it wrong to deceive any one when
it's for their own good?'
"'I don't know,' said the girl, in a dry voice; 'I shouldn't think so.
Why do you ask?'
"'Jeanie, your voice was always very much like mine--do you remember,
they used to mistake us at home. Jeanie, call out for me--just till--till
he's a bit better; promise me.'
"They had loved each other, those two, more than is common among sisters.
Jeanie could not answer, but she pressed her sister closer in her arms,
and the other was satisfied.
"Then, drawing all her little stock of life together for one final
effort, the child raised herself in her sister's arms.
"'Good-night, Jack,' she called out, loud and clear enough to be heard
through the closed door.
"'Good-night, little wife,' he cried back, cheerily; 'are you all right?'
"'Yes, dear. Good-night.'
"Her little, worn-out frame dropped back upon the bed, and the next thing
I remember is snatching up a pillow, and holding it tight-pressed against
Jeanie's face for fear the sound of her sobs should penetrate into the
next room; and afterwards we both got out, somehow, by the other door,
and rushed downstairs, and clung to each other in the back kitchen.
"How we two women managed to keep up the deceit, as, for three whole
days, we did, I shall never myself know. Jeanie sat in the room where
her dead sister, from its head to its sticking-up feet, lay outlined
under the white sheet; and I stayed beside the living man, and told lies
and acted lies, till I took a joy in them, and had to guard against the
danger of over-elaborating them.
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