There had been no further talk of the nurse leaving, and matters had
remained in abeyance. Sir Denton had been down twice and given his
instructions, and she had resigned herself to her position--knowing that
the invalid depended upon her for everything, refusing even to take his
food from other hands, and that if she persisted in her wish to go, the
consequences might be terrible.
It must have been a terribly lonely life, for she seemed to be avoided
by all in the house. She saw Neil, of course, frequently in the sick
room, but few words passed, and those he uttered with formal respect, as
he gave her some instructions. Alison she saw from time to time,
evidently watching her window, and from him came flowers and fruit
daily, Maria being the bearer, and setting them down with an insolent
sneer, which would have roused one less dignified and patient to some
retort. But Nurse Elisia had her consolations in the progress of the
patient and the grateful looks he gave her, while, regularly now,
stealing in hurriedly, and as if she were performing some guilty act, a
little figure crept in, last thing, to pass its arm about her neck, kiss
her, and say "Good-night."
It was then at the end of a fortnight, and Ralph Elthorne, terribly
changed, but recovering now fast from the shock, lay near the window,
while Nurse Elisia sat close at hand, working, and ready to attend to
his lightest wish.
He had been lying there very silent since his son's last visit to the
room, when he suddenly raised one thin white hand, and beckoned.
Elisia was at his side in a moment.
"What can I get you, sir?" she said gently.
"Nothing. Come and sit here. I want to talk to you."
"Do you feel strong enough, sir?"
"Yes."
She brought her work and sat near him, but he signed to her to put the
work away.
"I want to talk to you seriously about the past."
She glanced at him quickly, and he went on.
"Yes--about the past. I have not said a word till now. I have been too
weak, and it is only just within the last day or two that I have grasped
it all thoroughly."
"Pray leave it still, sir," she said, with some show of agitation.
"No, I must get this all off my mind. Now, tell me--you heard what my
son said on the day of my seizure--my son Neil?"
She bowed her head.
"Well, has he made further advances to you?"
"No, sir, we have only spoken in your presence." There was a pause, and
then, gazing at her curiously, he continued.
"Did you--know--what he expressed--before you came down here--at the
hospital?"
"Yes, sir, perfectly well."
"Ah! Then ought you to have come?"
"It was my duty sir," she said with animation; "it was Sir Denton's
wish--almost his command; and, knowing what I did, I felt that I might
come."
"Knowing what you did? What was that?"
"I could trust myself, sir, to let Mr Neil Elthorne see that what he
wished was impossible."
"Ah, but he offered you his hand?"
"Yes, sir, and I refused."
Again there was a pause.
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