Neil's head began to droop, but the old man's mind was so deeply
immersed in the subject nearest his heart that he did not see the change
in his pupil's face.
"Like the meddlesome old idiot I was, I snatched at the opportunity of
bringing you together, and insisted upon her coming down to your
father's place to tend him."
A low sigh escaped from Neil's breast.
"For I said to myself: the old man will see her and learn her value, and
the sweetness of her nature. He will be ready to open his arms to her,
and call her daughter when the son has spoken to her; and I thought I
was doing right to you both. Neil, my lad, you ought to have had more
confidential moments with me, and told me that you already loved. I had
no right to know, my dear boy, but it would have saved much pain. I
love Lady Cicely very dearly--as much as if she were my own flesh and
blood."
Neil looked up at the old man wonderingly, but he was gazing down at his
hat.
"Yes, bless her!" he continued, repeating his words, "as if she were my
own flesh and blood; and this misfortune--I can call it nothing else--
hurts me very much, and I am certain it will grieve her terribly, for
she loves you, my boy, I am sure."
"My dear Sir Denton--Lady Cicely?" cried Neil, looking at him as if
doubting his sanity. "Whom do you mean?"
"Oh! I had forgotten. Of course you do not know--Lady Cicely, the late
Duke of Atheldene's daughter--Nurse Elisia--my dear young friend, who
gave up her life of luxury and ease to devote herself as you have seen."
"Sir Denton!"
"Yes, my dear boy, it is so. Don't look at me as if you thought I were
wandering. That was my castle in the air, Neil Elthorne, and I am
deeply grieved for both your sakes. Ah, how easily we clever men, as we
think ourselves, are deceived. But, as your old friend, my boy, may I
ask--some lady--in your neighbourhood--an attachment, perhaps, of many
years?"
Neil looked at him wildly and his lips were quivering with the agony
still so new.
"I beg your pardon, my dear boy," said Sir Denton softly. "I ought not
to have laid my hand so roughly on the wound. Forgive me."
Neil remained silent for a few minutes, and Sir Denton rose to go.
"There, then, my dear boy," he said in a different tone, "I consider,
then, that the appointment is settled and you will go?"
"Yes, Sir Denton. My preparations will be very few. I shall be ready
to go by this vessel if the authorities are willing."
"And God speed you in your work!"
"And God speed me in my work!" said Neil solemnly.
Sir Denton grasped the young surgeon's hand, holding it firmly.
"Come and dine with me to-night, and we'll have a long chat over it. I
dare say I can give you a few useful hints. I must go to the hospital
now. Good-bye for the present."
But Neil held his hand firmly still.
"Wait a moment," he said hoarsely. "You accuse me of want of confidence
in you. I am not the kind of man who babbles about the strongest
feeling of his nature."
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