"Mr Elthorne!" she cried indignantly; "you take advantage of my
helplessness here. I ought to look for your respect and protection as a
gentleman, and you speak to me like this--here, with your poor father in
this state."
"Don't reproach me," he pleaded. "Have I ever failed in respect and
reverence for you from the day we met till now?--You are silent. You
know I have not. You know how my love for you has grown day by day as
we have worked together yonder--here. You know how I have fought
against it till now, when I see you suffering, and I can bear no more."
"You insult me!" she said indignantly.
"It is no insult for a man to offer the woman he loves his name, and the
devotion of his life," he said proudly. "Am I such a frivolous boy that
you speak to me as you do, treating me as if it were some pitiful
declaration from one who has uttered the same words to a dozen women? I
am a student; my life has been devoted to my profession, and I swear to
you that I never gave more than a passing thought to love until you
awoke the passion in my breast--and for what? To tell me, when the
truth will out, that I insult you! I--I who would die to save you
pain--who would suffer anything for your sake--who would make it the one
aim of my life to bring happiness to yours. And you tell me I insult
you!"
"Yes; it is an insult to take advantage of my position here, sir, at
such a time as this. You forget yourself. I am the hospital nurse
attending your father. You are the surgeon whose duty is, not only to
your patient, but also to me."
"It is no insult," he said warmly. "It is the honest outspoken word of
the man who asks you to be his wife."
"Mr Elthorne," she said coldly, "it is impossible."
"Why? Can you not give me some hope? I will wait patiently, as Jacob
waited for Rachel."
"I tell you, sir, it is impossible, and you force me to quit this house
at once."
"No, no; for pity's sake don't say that," he cried, catching her hand,
but she drew it away, and stood back with her eyes flashing.
"How dare you!" she cried angrily. "You force me to speak, sir. Once
more I tell you it is an infamy--an insult."
"Infamy! Insult!" he said bitterly.
"Yes. Do you suppose I am ignorant of your position here? You ask me
to be your wife when in a few more hours the lady to whom you are
betrothed will be staying in the house."
He drew back, looking ghastly, just as there was a soft tap at the
dressing room door, and Maria appeared, looking sharply from one to the
other.
"I have brought up master's lunch," she said. "Shall I bring it in
here?"
"No; I will come and see to it first," said the nurse quickly; and she
went into the little room, while Neil walked across to his father's
couch and stood looking down at the worn, thin face as the old man still
slept on.
"An insult!" he thought--"the lady to whom I am betrothed!"
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