American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American -- Periodicals
Two evenings a week she went out, no one knew where. Alyse had seen her
once at the opera, leaning far out from the highest gallery, a frown
between her brows, seeming to watch rather than to listen, with a wild
brightness in her dark eyes. The general impression of the family was
that these regular evenings away from home had something to do with her
work. On these particular evenings there was always a breathless air
about her. She would hasten in from the street, and as she climbed the
stairs to her mother’s room her face would stiffen as if for conflict.
For Grandma Todd resented these evenings.
“Traipsin’ off,” she called it. “Lord knows where. Something will happen
to you, coming home alone after ten o’clock. I don’t think you’d better
go out to-night, Judith. My heart has been fluttering this afternoon.
If I have to lie here worrying all evening I shall probably have a bad
spell.”
And then into her daughter’s face would come the expression of a person
swimming painfully against the tide. Love and pity had overcome her at
every turn of her life, until at last she had almost nothing of herself
left, except her freedom for these two evenings. As if the call of them
was more imperative, even than her long habit of abnegation, she fought
for them with a sort of desperation.
To-night as she arranged her mother’s tray her fine hands trembled a
little; she looked more than ever as if she were straining at a leash.
There was an unusual colour in her face, a sort of flame, which for an
instant attracted Alyse’s attention. Aunt Jude, she reflected, must have
been almost beautiful when she was younger, before the expression of
half-defiant endurance came into her face. Her dark hair was still
lovely, with its blue-black shadows. Over her brow was a white lock,
which she took no pains to conceal. She wore it rather like a defiant
banner, and it went well with a certain gallant air she sometimes had.
As soon as supper was finished the family began to melt away. Wally
called for George Todd and they went out. They admitted, grinning, that
they were going to an express-company auction of unclaimed packages. It
was one of their pet forms of entertainment, and they frequently brought
home queer bundles, which they opened with shouts of amusement. Alyse
thought they were dears, but rather foolish. She could not guess that
when they started out of an evening arm-in-arm they became boys again
and forgot that life had been a somewhat niggardly affair for them.
A moment later Miggs made a dash for the door, pulling on her long
gloves. Her face was flushed and exquisite under her modish hat.
“I’ll have Eddie come around to Jane’s for you, Milly,” her mother
called to her.
A shadow of fright and annoyance came over Miggs’s face.
“No, please don’t, Mamma. Jane, or somebody, will come home with me.
Besides, we--we may go to a movie. Don’t fuss over me, Mamma. I’m not a
baby.”
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