American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American -- Periodicals
And a few blocks north Judith Todd stood in a dark doorway and
whispered: “I mustn’t hope for anything. If nothing comes of to-night, I
must go on. But, O God, make something come out right for me at last, at
last!”
And Eddie----
At about this moment Eddie’s mother was rolling a pair of his socks into
a neat ball. She sighed unconsciously.
“Sometimes it seems to me,” she said, “as if Eddie has never really
waked up. I--I can’t express it the way you would, Alice; but as if he
was driving himself--dumb, you know.”
“Doesn’t he like his job?”
“I don’t know. He never says. But sometimes he looks---- And then
there’s that Haskins girl. I’m afraid he’s let her push him into being
engaged. I wish I knew--he’s so silent lately.... When he was a little
boy he used to lie on the floor by the hour, so happy, drawing pictures
of ships.”
Ships! Alyse had never noticed them, but they lay like a fringe about
the tall city, slowly rising and falling with the tide, lying there
waiting to be unloosed to the seven seas. But Eddie knew they were
there. All the miles of wharves he knew, from Sunday and evening
rambles, from noon hours when he went without food to stand looking at
some lovely visitor from an unknown port. And now at this moment he was
making his way as fast as he could to say farewell to one that had
become the very core of his heart.
More eagerly, and more swiftly than he ever had made his way to the
Haskins girl he travelled toward the North River. Just before he reached
the corner beyond which he could look down upon the river he felt his
heart grow cold with the fear that sometime during the day she might
have slipped out to sea. It seemed to him that if she had gone he could
not bear it; and yet he told himself that to-morrow night she would not
be there; they had begun to ship her cargo.
But when he had rounded the corner, there were her masts against the
deep blue of the night sky--five masts, the beauty! He had seen them two
weeks before one night when he was leaning over the wall of Riverside
Drive, and his heart had leaped. He had made his way down to the wharf
alongside which the schooner lay, and stood there studying her, feasting
his eyes on her. The tall cliffs of houses towered above her, but she
smelled of many cargoes and of the sea. He could imagine her furled
canvas slowly shaking out to the breeze, the deck tilting. The mate had
come up on deck with his pipe and talked to him over the side.
Next evening Eddie was there again, and the mate invited him on board;
he talked about the schooner as a man might about a wife whose very
faults he loved. And Eddie had asked him questions which had been
storing up in his heart since he was a boy. He could talk to this man
Jennings, for they had a passion in common. Evening after evening they
leaned over the deck rail or sat in the cabin, smoking and talking, and
a deep friendliness developed between them.
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