American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American -- Periodicals
“The very one. The one Judge Foxwell taught _him_. He got it, I believe,
from John Marshall. Don’t think about it, Rhoda. Those old boys lived in
different days. Sometimes I think that I’m an anachronism.” He sought to
smile at her, but the smile faded before her intensity. “Don’t let a
chance word of Laflin’s bother you,” he counselled. “He didn’t know you,
of course, as your father’s daughter, or he’d have cut out his tongue
before saying what he did.”
“It doesn’t matter who said it,” she declared. “It’s not that alone that
hurts; it’s the knowledge that I’ve meant so little to you that cuts
deep--now. I used to think, Burt, even when I knew that you didn’t love
me, that I was giving you something fine and splendid. I let myself
believe that the Armond tradition was the beacon which was lighting your
way. I thought that if I couldn’t give you anything else, I was at least
giving you that torch. And now I find out that the light I was holding
for you was only marsh fire. You’ve never needed me!” Her voice rose to
accusation.
“Oh, yes,” he countered, but he could not put verity into his tone.
“No,” she said. “You don’t owe me anything for the playing of the game.
I’ve loved that for itself.”
“But you thought you were giving me the other----”
“And I wasn’t. It’s really a joke, isn’t it? A buccaneer teaching his
family the Golden Rule, and the family passing it on!”
“It isn’t a joke, Rhoda. I’ve always taken it in the measure of your
intention.”
“And been sorry for me?”
“Yes.”
“I’ve never sought pity.”
“None of us do.”
“It’s funny, isn’t it,” she mused, “that one woman who loved you set you
free, so that another woman whom you didn’t love might take away that
freedom?”
“I’ve had as much freedom as most men,” he said, but his eyes went back
to the crumpled missive. Rhoda’s glance, following his, saw its
significance. “Read it,” she challenged him. He hesitated an instant, as
if doubting his desire to read it before her watchfulness, then drew the
letter from its envelope.
Pale tracing on common paper met his gaze. “_Burt_,” he read, “_you’re a
great man now, and maybe you’ve forgotten me. I’ve never forgotten you.
Every morning and every night I’ve prayed for you. Boyce has been good
to me, better than I deserved; but oh, Burt, all that my life has been
since I left you is just a hope that eternity will bring us together
again. I used to believe it would, but I’m getting afraid, now that it’s
coming near. Won’t you come to me for just one hour before I go? You
told me once that hell wouldn’t keep you if I_----”
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