American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American -- Periodicals
“Thanks!” said Mary Casey. “Well--you know--after you’ve fed a man when
he’s hungry, you get to sort of think you own him. You feel like you’re
his mother, you might say. I got to feeling that way about Teddy. I felt
like he was mine. I don’t suppose I thought about marrying; I knew he
couldn’t support me. But I never thought about anything that I’d be
doing, way off in life, when we were older, without thinking about him
being right there with me. You know what I mean? I just didn’t think
we’d ever be anywhere without the other one being there, too. Not that
he said anything much, only--‘I’m awful fond of you, kid!’ But I didn’t
mind. I was fool happy, dancing afternoons with all sorts of men, and
all the time thinking that pretty soon Teddy’d be coming in by the
doorkeeper, and looking around for me--and then sit in the darkish
restaurant eating part of my dinner--though it did used to leave me
pretty hungry, for the dinner the management gave us wasn’t much on
size. Some of the girls used to kick about those dinners; you’re awful
hungry after you’ve been dragged around the floor for hours and hours by
heavy-footed hicks. But the management laughed at the complaints; said
the girls would keep their figures if they didn’t eat too much. I’ll say
I kept mine! I was ’most starved every night when I got to bed. My
stomach used to feel as if it was sticking to my backbone. I was on the
floor every dance. I was popular with the men who came there. It isn’t
that I’m pretty; I’m not. And so they look again to see what the deuce I
am. And that gets a man’s goat--when he can’t make out what he likes
about a girl.
“Anyhow, if I’d ever been pretty I’d have lost it by now. I’ve been so
darned careful; and when a girl’s careful, and suspects everybody, she
gets hard and mean looking. The other girls--those that aren’t
careful--get hard and tough. It all comes to the same thing; they look
the same way in the face. Women can’t look soft in the face unless
they’re taken care of by their people.”
“When you are talking this way, you don’t look hard,” interrupted
Kirwin.
“That’s because it’s a comfort to sit here and say everything that comes
into my head. Most times, when I’m across a table from a man, I have to
think before I open my mouth: ‘Will this give him a handle?’ And so I
just say: ‘Oh! Isn’t this a lovely floor?’ And: ‘My! But you are a dandy
dancer!’ When like as not he’s stepped all over me.”
“Men are brutes! They even step on the ladies’ toes!” the laughing
Angier remarked.
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