American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American -- Periodicals
Andrew Burgess always dominated any group. His graying dark hair was
bared, flying its shaggy crest of lock above the others. His bronzed
handsome face was alert and eager, with only a few folds about the
eyes to betray his years. Ronny thought again, as he had since a small
boy, with that same little throb of almost hopeless devotion, that his
father was the finest man he had ever seen in his life. To Ronny, who
at school had followed breathlessly in the newspapers his father’s polo
exploits, his tennis triumphs, the purses and the ribbons that his
racing stable won, Andrew Burgess was also the most brilliant sportsman
in the world. His father never in his life refused a high dive or knew
the weak sickness of great heights. Never in a thousand years would he
have given up practice with the school polo team, as Ronny had, after
being in hospital two months with a broken rib, because ever after that
when he thought of playing polo the thunder of those following hoofs
came sickeningly back to him, the trampling pain, the darkness, the
oblivion. His father’s ribs had been broken, and his collar bone and
his leg, and he had played more dashing polo than ever, after that.
But Ronny couldn’t. He just couldn’t, that was all, no matter how deep
within him burned the bitter knowledge that he was a coward.
Sometimes Ronny thought that if his father ever discovered the depths
of his son’s weakness he would disown him. It was only that as a
motherless sickly child Ronny had been given over to the care of the
best of nurses, as a mild little boy to the most expensive of schools,
that had saved him until now, he was certain, from being found out.
This winter in Miami was the first time Ronny had ever been with his
father for so many months. It was as if Andrew had suddenly discovered
that he was about to be twenty and had decided to make a man of him.
As a result Ronny had had desperately to try to live up to what was
expected of him by a man who retained all his enthusiasm for sports,
even if he were too old now for the more strenuous of them. Ronny had
to give up entirely his rather studious, leisurely life. He had no
time now for reading, or for the Spanish translations he had been so
interested in doing with a young instructor at his college. And he gave
up his beloved photography, which for years at school and summer camp
and college had absorbed him. There was time for nothing now, and
certainly no excess energy for anything but sports.
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