American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American -- Periodicals
But if he secretly disliked Gloria, he was grateful to her for taking
his father’s attention. It seemed that everyone was watching to see if
she would marry Andrew. Their world agreed it would be an excellent
match, with plenty of money on both sides. Sometimes Ronny had moments
of bitter jealousy of her, of this woman like a brass band and an
express train, who thought she was good enough for his splendid father.
But chiefly he was humbly glad to be effaced. And if she did marry
him, perhaps his father would not mind so much finding out, as he must
sometime, how much his son was unlike and unworthy of him.
Ronny thought all that over in a flash now, joining them in the full
sun upon the wharf. He was trying to keep himself from staring at that
flying thing. Gloria caught his somewhat rigid glance and smiled at him
brilliantly. He had never seen her beauty so bright and polished and
complete. She was all in a green so bright it made your eyes redden to
look at it--green shoes and small green hat with a diamond and emerald
pin pulled tight down over her blazing gold eyes. There was a flash
of emerald light on her finger and a cuff of glittering bracelets on
her wrist. And yet she dominated all that flash and glare with the
sheer assault of her eyes, her lips, her poise, her conscious charm.
Beside her, fattish Mrs. Kinney in her egg-yellow chiffon was almost
inconspicuous. Not that Mrs. Kinney cared. Her voice was as loud as
Gloria’s, if not louder. Her laughter had edges. Ronny saw men around
the wharves lingering and staring at the bright group, chauffeurs
staring from parked cars and mechanics from the plane shed. The women
especially seemed to be carelessly aware of the attention they were
attracting. When Gloria glanced about her with quick casual glances, it
was as if she trailed her laughter like an insolent plume across all
the staring faces, fascinating them and knowing that she fascinated
them, although they did not exist. That sort of thing always made
Ronny’s feet and hands seem enormous and uncomfortable. Now he tried to
imitate his father’s lordly buoyance, knowing exactly how far he failed.
For one moment he caught the aloof calculation in the eye of the
aviator fussing about the plane which was to take them up. Instantly
Ronny’s fear leaped and tore at him again. A line of perspiration was
cold on his upper lip. He was afraid. He could not go up in that thing,
to those terrible heights of thin air. He could not. He would not.
He would tell his father that he wasn’t well. He did feel slightly
nauseated already, and dizzy, as if he were looking down from a high
building. Little tremors crawled beneath his skin. Nothing in the world
could make him go up in that thing, even his father’s furious contempt.
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