American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American -- Periodicals
There was a noise behind him. Someone fumbling at the door latch--Hoyt.
“Had this bit left. Bottoms up! Quick!” He took the glass and drained
it. The liquor bit into his veins and burned him. Hoyt set his own
glass down on the washstand with a sharp click. “Get into bed now, you
idiot. Good-night.”
Spiked drink. Hoyt was a good fellow--damned decent. Do anything for
Hoyt. Never let Hoyt go. Like my brother--before the war. Good old
Hoyt. And he sank suddenly into a dreamless fuddle of sleep.
* * * * *
The weeks crawled on slowly. Paterson felt like a man climbing a
steep ladder. Each day was a rung behind him. Each new rung showed an
infinite number still ahead, waiting for him to go on, luring him with
their apparent safety, waiting for him to reach the one rotten rung
that would do him in. Some day he would reach it, and it would crack
under him, or his fingers would slip and hurtle him into the abyss
under his charred engine.
Offensive patrols and escort for the artillery observation squadron
filled their time, with sometimes a road strafe to vary the monotony.
These he liked best, for some quaint reason--perhaps because there was
less space to fall through. Sometimes there would be a battalion on
those roads--a battalion to scatter and knock down like tin soldiers
on a nursery floor. Quite impersonal. They were never men to Paterson.
Like dolls they ran and like dolls they sprawled awkwardly where they
fell.
P-B and Trent and Hoyt carried him through somehow. Mallory was back
again, but Mallory never counted much with him. P-B and Trent and Hoyt
were a bulwark. They meant safety. It was good to wake up at night and
hear P-B snoring on the other cot, to know that Hoyt and Trent were
asleep in the next cubicle. It was good to see them stamping to keep
warm before the patrol took off in the half light of early morning.
So different from one another and yet so alike underneath. Hoyt was
nearer his kind than the two others. Tall and spindly like his brother,
with a straight, thin nose that quivered slightly at the nostril when
he was annoyed. Hoyt, who smiled and sanctioned the childish depravity
of little P-B, but never quite met it with his own, although always
seeming to, on the night trips to Amiens. Trent, glowering and quiet,
with a keen hatred for everything political that he learned in the
offices of the London and South Western before the war, when the army
to him had meant young wastrels swanking the Guards’ livery in the
boxes of theatres--wastrels who had died on the Charleroi Road three
years before.
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