Oberheim (Voices): A Chronicle of WarLeadem, Christopher
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Oberheim (Voices): A Chronicle of War
Leadem, Christopher
Science fiction
"Just words," he said listlessly. "Like all the words I've been
spouting for twenty years, they don't mean a thing. Hayes does his
talking with a gun, and soon Denisov will do the same. What now,
Jordan? What of the Joint Chiefs---will they betray us, too?"
"I don't know," said Plant levelly. "But as to your first question,
I'd say we have to send our communication to the Secretary, then
prepare a full statement to the press. We've got to get this thing out
in the open. We've got to tell the truth, then let the people decide."
"Of course you're right." Stone paused, then said simply. "Should I
resign, Jordan? You're much more qualified to handle this---"
Plant stood up and waved his hands in desperate denial. For though his
life's whole ambition could there be suddenly realized, he saw in the
sharp clarity of his mind, heightened and given truer perspective by
the crisis which hung thick all around them, that it would be wrong,
and possibly disastrous, to assume the Presidency now. And though much
that was good in him lay fallen by the way, discarded and forgotten
among the endless compromises needed to keep him on the road to his one
desire, he too had a line he would not cross.
TOO MANY FAIRY TALES AS A CHILD, he told himself. But once made, his
decision was final. He could not sell all that he was, for any price.
"No, Edgar. Don't resign. The last thing we need now is added
instability. We may find ourselves in the midst of a Constitutional
crisis soon..... Don't you see?" He felt a strange passion rising
inside him. "It's not just you or I that are under attack, but the
whole system. The work of Jefferson and Adams, and so many others, is
receiving probably the toughest challenge it's ever faced. But it's
never cracked before, and believe me, there've been plenty of chances.
You," he said slowly, emphatically, "are the duly elected President of
the United Commonwealth. Hayes is no more than a crazed demagogue with
a gun. We've got to hold on to that. We've got to hold on....."
And then suddenly, incredulously, he laughed. And in that momentary
freeing of the heart, so long caged and disciplined toward a single
end, he felt a childish joy, and release so pure that warm tears
started at his eyes. Stone looked at him, bewildered.
"Don't you see it, Edgar? Don't you really? The only difference
between us is that you never let yourself play the hero in schoolyard
games, thinking you weren't good enough, or just being bitter about
your father, or some other damned thing. You're no worse than I am,
believe me." Slowly he mastered his mirth, though the feeling of
defiant freedom lingered. "We're neither one of us heroes, my friend;
but it seems we're all we've got. You need more illusions,
Edgar---they keep you longer from the void. Try on the mask of virtue
next. It may save our asses yet."
"But what about the Soviets? What can we possibly do in thirteen days?"
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