Oberheim (Voices): A Chronicle of WarLeadem, Christopher
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Oberheim (Voices): A Chronicle of War
Leadem, Christopher
Science fiction
For there comes a time in every man's life when he must put it all on
the line, and take a dangerous chance. Brunner had felt himself
fighting for so long, without knowing why, that even the reunion with
his wife, and the unexpected birth of his son, had not been enough to
pacify his need to KNOW. In fact, they had intensified it.
He had brought a new life into the world, and the responsibility he
felt both for that act, and for the fusing of his life with Ara's, set
against a background of war and death, all but overwhelmed him.
Without knowing if mortal life were ultimately just, or inherently
sinister and cruel, they crushed him utterly.
Upon coming to the morning after the Dracus landing, one thought only
would take shape in his mind, and hammered at him relentlessly. "What
kind of a world is this? What kind of a world?"
And now he had to answer that question not only for himself, but for
his son as well. And thoughts of death's separation from Ara, who was
years younger, and infinitely healthier than himself, unhinged him with
equal strength. Did he have the right..... WAS THERE ANYTHING BEYOND
THE CRADLE AND THE GRAVE?
For him, now, it was all reduced to the same ancient question, which
for the sake of his soul he could not put off any longer. WAS THERE
GOD? And of equal and inseparable importance, the manifestations of
which he saw clearly before him: COULD ONE MAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE?
Could he stand up for what he believed, resist what he knew to be evil,
and still survive?
To find these answers was to him worth risking all. He had not forced
the issue, nor was it due to some flaw in his character that he saw it
as it was. It had come to him of itself, inevitable, and now he would
find out. A part of him wished that he could somehow send away his
wife and son. But she would not hear of it, and that, too, was
probably as it should be. Better no life than half life. The child
remained on Kythera.
* * *
The withdrawal had begun. The Soviet ships remained at a distant
semi-circle beyond Rembrandt, broken into two groups with a wide
corridor between. Through this channel passed slowly, as if in solemn
changing of the guard, the scorched and battle-marked Coalition fleet.
This much Liebenstein had insisted upon, meaning for the Russians to
get a good hard look at those who had truly fought and won the battle.
The young Captain's words were not wholly without effect, though the
Colonel, as a proud man must when his mind is swayed by another and he
is forced to act, told himself that the sentiments behind the move were
his own. In fact, he had all but put Brunner from his mind. It was
only from oversight that he allowed his contingent to be the last to
pass through.
Only they did not pass through.
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