He sat trying to compress his head with his hands, for it ached as if it
would split apart. The cool night breeze came off the sea, moist and
bearing refreshment on its wings; but Duncan Leslie found no comfort in
the deep draught he drank. His head burned, his heart felt on fire, and
he gazed straight before him into the blackness trying to make out his
path. What should he do? Act like a man, and cast her off as unworthy
of a second thought, or rouse himself to the manly and forgiving part of
seeking her out, dragging her from this scoundrel, and placing her back
in her stricken father's arms?
It was a hard fight, fought through the darkness of that terrible night,
as he sat there on the rock, with the wind sighing from off the sea, and
the dull, low boom of the waves as they broke at the foot of the cliff
far below.
It was a fight between love and despair, between love and hate, between
the spirit of a true, honest man who loved once in his life, and the
cruel spirits of suspicion, jealousy, and malignity, which tortured him
with their suggestions of Louise's love for one who had tempted her to
leave her father's home.
As the day approached the air grew colder, but Duncan Leslie's brow
still burned, and his heart seemed on fire. The darkness grew more
dense, and the fight still raged.
What should he do? The worse side of his fallible human nature was
growing the stronger; and as he felt himself yielding, the greater grew
his misery and despair.
"My darling!" he groaned aloud, "I loved you--I loved you with all my
heart."
He started, alarmed at his own words, and gazed wildly round as if
expecting that some one might have heard. But he was quite alone, and
all was so dark right away ahead. Was there no such thing as hope for
one stricken as he? The answer to his wild, mental appeal seemed to
come from the far east, for he suddenly became conscious of a pale,
pearly light which came from far down where sea and sky were mingled to
the sight. That pale, soft light grew and grew, seeming to slowly
suffuse the eastern sky, till all at once he caught sight of a fiery
flake far on high, of another, and another, till the whole arc of heaven
was ablaze with splendour, from which the sea borrowed glistening dyes.
And as he gazed the tears rose to his eyes, and seemed to quench the
burning fire in his brain, as a fragment which he had read floated
through his memory--
"Joy cometh in the morning--joy cometh in the morning."
Could joy ever again come to such a one as he? He asked the question
half-bitterly, as he confessed that the dense blackness had passed away,
and that hope might still rise upon his life, as he now saw that
glittering orb of light rise slowly above the sea, and transform the
glorious world with its golden touch.
"No, no," he groaned, as he rose to go on at last to his desolate home.
"I am broken with the fight. I can do no more, and there is no cure for
such a blow as mine. Where could I look for help?"
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