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Bunny had learned from Eunice that when you are disposed to love, the
lips can be seductive; he now learned from Mrs.—no, Thelma—that when
you are not so disposed, they are repellant. “You know, Thelma,” he
pleaded, “I don’t happen to need anything.”
“I know, and I’m a horrid vulgar thing. But I’m trying in my poor
blundering way to make you understand that I do care for you, and you
mustn’t think ill of me!”
That gave him his lead, and he explained to her that he would never
think ill of her; but he did not love her, he had thought of her as a
friend. And so gradually her clasp relaxed, and she sank down in a
pitiful heap by the bedside, sobbing that he would be sure to loathe
her, he would never want to see her again. He pleaded that that was not
so, there was no disgrace about it, there was no reason to quarrel
because you did not happen to love. She was so abject, he was sorry for
her, and put out his hand to comfort her; but he saw at once that this
would not do, she had caught his hand and was kissing it, and he was
being tempted by his sympathy. Away back in the eighteenth century, one
of the English poets had announced the discovery that pity moves the
soul to love.
One has to think these matters out in advance, and have a standard of
conduct. Bunny had made up his mind that the next time he embraced a
woman, it would be one he truly loved; and now the clear cold voice of
his reason told him that he did not love Charlie Norman’s mother, it
would only be an intrigue, and neither of them would be happy very long.
So he said, gently, that he thought she had better go; and slowly and
sadly she gathered up the kimono from the floor, and rose to her feet.
“Bunny,” she said, “people have nasty minds. If they hear about this
they will make it horrid.”
“Don’t think of that,” he answered. “I shall not tell.”
He heard the door softly opened, and softly closed again; and he turned
on the light, and locked the door—never again would he fail to take
that precaution at a house-party! For a while he paced the floor,
thinking over this alarming experience. He told himself, with becoming
modesty, that it wasn’t because he was irresistibly fascinating; but in
this new pagan civilization women were so startled by an encounter with
chastity, it struck them as something colossal, superhuman.
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