I did not share these pessimistic views. Moreover, knowing as I did how
extremely sensitive he was, I knew that his figuring in Parliament would
result in the greatest pain to him, and if I gave a somewhat exaggerated
expression with regard to my hopes of him in the literary world, it was a
kindly feeling towards himself that impelled me to do so. He took my
advice and proceeded to gather material for another volume.
To define clearly the impression left upon one by intercourse with any
man is difficult. In De Tabley’s case it is almost impossible. His
remarkable modesty, or rather diffidence, was what, perhaps, struck me
most. It was a genuine lack of faith in his own powers; it had nothing
whatever to do with “mock-modesty.” I had a singular instance of this
diffidence in the autumn of last year. Lord de Tabley, who was staying
at Ryde, having learnt that I was staying with a friend near Niton Bay,
wrote to me there saying that he somewhat specially wanted to see me, and
proposed our lunching together at an hotel at Ventnor. I was delighted
to accede to this, for, like all who fully knew Lord de Tabley, I was
thoroughly and deeply attached to him. He was so genuine and so modest
and so genial—unsoured by the great and various sorrows of which he used
sometimes to talk to me by the cosy study fire—nay, sweetened by them, as
I often thought—so grateful for the smallest service rendered in an arena
where ingratitude sometimes seems to be the _vis motrix_ of life—a truly
lovable man, if ever there was one.
I drove over to Ventnor. As I chanced to reach the hotel somewhat before
the appointed time, and he had not arrived, I drove on to Bonchurch along
the Shanklin road. On my way back, I passed a four-wheel cab; but not
dreaming that his love of the “growler” reached beyond London, I never
thought of him in connexion with it until I saw the well-known face with
its sweet thoughtful expression looking through the cab window. On this
occasion it looked so specially thoughtful that I imagined something
serious had occurred. At the hotel I found that he had secured a snug
room and a luxurious luncheon. An ominous packet of writing-paper
peering from his overcoat pocket convinced me that it was a manuscript
brought for me to read, and feeling that I should prefer to get it over
before luncheon, I asked him to show it to me. He then told me its
history. Having sent by special invitation a poem to _The Nineteenth
Century_, the editor had returned it—returned it with certain strictures
upon portions of it. This incident he had at once subjected to the usual
analysis, and had come to the conclusion that certain outside influences
of an invidious kind had been brought to play upon the editor.
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