The next day he and the captain went on shore to the dinner-party. As
he stepped into the boat, and took his seat in the stern-sheets, I could
not help remarking how completely the gentleman he looked. I must own
that I waited with no little anxiety for his return, to hear what had
occurred. I never before had been so intimate with any man as with
Newman. I told him without reserve all that was in my heart, and he
spoke freely to me, at the same time that he never once, even in the
most remote manner, alluded to his past history. It was merely
casually, when speaking of Mynheer Von Kniper, that he mentioned having
been educated in Germany, or probably he would never even have told me
that. On religious subjects, also, he never uttered an opinion; but
from his very silence I had reason to believe that he entertained
notions which were very far removed from the truth. Among all his books
he had no Bible, and no works bearing on religion. He appeared to have
studiously kept all such out of his library, as he did religion itself
out of his thoughts. If I ever alluded to it, even in the remotest
degree, he instantly turned the conversation; and whenever it was
mentioned in the berth, which was, indeed, very seldom, his countenance
assumed a look of cold, callous indifference, or a marked expression of
scorn, which indicated too plainly what were his real opinions on the
subject.
With regard to myself, I had always been a believer, though a sadly cold
and careless one, except when roused by some particular occurrences, as
I have mentioned in the course of my history. I still at this time
continued much in the same dangerous state, but in other respects a
great change had occurred. Deeply, indeed, was I indebted to Newman for
it. He had awakened my mind out of its long sleep, and if I could not
call myself an educated man, I at least had learned to prize the
advantages of education, and was endeavouring to improve myself, and was
greedy to gain knowledge wherever I could obtain it. No person could
have devoted himself more earnestly to my instruction than did my
friend. He seemed never to weary in helping me over difficulties; and
if I took a pleasure in learning, he certainly took a still greater in
teaching me. Without his aid I could not have made a tenth part of the
progress I had done. I now read fluently, and even wrote tolerably. I
had read through and mastered even more than the outlines of ancient and
modern history, and with several periods I was tolerably conversant. I
knew something of the past and present state of every country in the
world, though I could not boast of knowing much about the mere names of
the chief towns and rivers. I had read the lives of several men who had
stood forward prominently in the world, and I had mastered some of the
important facts of natural science. I need not further describe the
amount of my knowledge. I could not have attained half I have mentioned
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