He replied that he did not understand what I meant--that white men had
often come to those islands in their ships, and had kidnapped his
people, or shot them down with their guns, or beaten them, for some
trifling misunderstanding or theft of little importance they might have
committed, and that he was only treating them as other white people had
treated his countrymen.
No reasoning that I was able to use after this could convince him that
he had acted wrongly. Indeed I knew that there was too much truth in
his assertion; and much have those navigators to answer for who have
acted unfairly towards savages, when those savages, following the law of
their untutored nature, have retaliated on subsequent voyagers with a
tenfold measure of vengeance.
After this occurrence, I was always seeking an opportunity to escape
from this blood-stained spot of earth. Whichever way I turned had been
a scene of murder, and I loathed the sight of the sanguinary perpetrator
of so many atrocities.
I might employ many an hour in describing the dreadful customs and
superstitions of these people. Every day my desire to escape from them
increased. Three or four vessels in the course of the next year called
off the island, but the crews seemed to be cautious; and, at all events,
no attempt was made to surprise them. As each appeared, I found myself
narrowly watched, so I had no opportunity of communicating with them.
I had now for some time been looked upon as a sane man, and had employed
myself in working in various ways for the chief. It at last struck me,
that if I were again to feign madness I might obtain greater liberty.
On putting my idea into execution, I found that it had the desired
effect; and I was allowed from that time forward to go about wherever I
liked, and to pry into people's houses and gardens, and even into the
temples. I soon found my way down to the sea-shore, and used to pretend
to be busy in picking up shells, and in stringing them together into
necklaces and bracelets for my own adornment. Then I made others, which
I presented, with many a strange antic, to anybody I met. Day after day
did I continue this employment, my eye wandering anxiously over the blue
sea in search of the wished-for vessel.
Drearily passed the time, without a human being with whom I could
exchange an idea we might hold in common. I learned then fully to
appreciate the value of the society and sympathy of my fellow-men. At
length, one day as I sat at my usual occupation on the shore, my eyes
fell on a white speck just rising above the horizon. Anxiously,
intently did I watch it. Slowly it increased. First I made out the
topgallant-sails; then the topsails; and at last the courses of a
square-rigged schooner. She approached the island. Oh, how my heart
beat within me for fear she might not come near the part where I was!
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