“I think I ought to go to him at once,” Katherine said. But she did not
do so. It was no pleasant task. His looks when he burst forth into those
oaths and curses (though she had herself felt not very long ago as if to
do the same might have been a relief to her surcharged and sickened
soul), and when he lay, with his keen small eyes gleaming red with
passion, in his bed, looking at her, came back to her with a shudder.
Perhaps she had not a very elevated ideal of a father. The name did not
imply justice or even tenderness to her mind. Katherine was well aware
that he had never done her justice all her life. He had been
kind--enough; but his kindness had been very different from the love he
had shown to Stella. He had elevated the younger sister over the elder
since ever the children had known how to distinguish between good and
evil. But still he was papa. It might be that an uneasy feeling that she
was not proud of her father had visited the girl’s mind more than once,
when she saw him among other men; but still he was papa just as Stella
was Stella, and therefore like no one else, whatever they might say or
do. She did not like to go to him again, to renew his misery and her
own, to hear him curse the girl whom he had adored, to see that dreadful
look as if of a fiend in his face. Her own feelings had fallen into a
sort of quietude now by means of exhaustion, and of the slow, slow
moments, which felt every one of them as if it were an hour.
It was some time longer before she was called. Mr. Tredgold had got up;
he had made his toilet, and gone down to his sitting-room, which
communicated with his bedroom by a little private staircase. And it was
only when he was there that his eyes fell on his clock, and he cried
with a start:
“Half-past twelve, and I just come downstairs! What does this mean--what
does it mean? Why wasn’t I called at the right time?”
“You had a--a restless night, sir,” said the man, trembling. (“Oh,
where’s that Miss Katherine, where’s that young person,” he said to
himself.)
“A restless night! And why had I a restless night? No supper, eh? Never
eat supper now. Girls won’t let me. Hollo! I begin to remember. Wasn’t
there an alarm of burglars? And none of you heard, you deaf fools;
nobody but me, an old man! I let go one barrel at them, eh? Enough to
send them all flying. Great fun that. And then Katherine,
Katherine--what do I remember about Katherine? Stopped me before I could
do anything, saying there was nobody. Fool, to mind what she said; quite
sure there was somebody, eh? Can’t you tell me what it was?”
“Don’t know, indeed, sir,” said the man, whose teeth were chattering
with fear.
“Don’t know, indeed! You ought to be ashamed of yourself. Speak out, you
fool. Was it burglars----”
“No, sir. I think not, sir. I--don’t know what it was, sir. Something
about Miss---- about Miss----”
“About whom?” the old man cried.
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