Katherine’s heart was very sore. She had been the one who knew nothing,
from whom everything had been kept. It had been intended that she should
be left at the ball while Stella stole off with her bridegroom; and her
affectionate anxiety about Stella’s headache had been a bore, the
greatest bore, losing so much time and delaying the escape. And shut up
there with her sister, her closest friend, her inseparable companion of
so many years, there had not been even a whisper of the great thing
which had happened, which now stood between them and cut them apart for
ever. Katherine, in her life of the secondary person, the always
inferior, had learned unconsciously a great deal of self-repression; but
it taxed all her powers to receive this blow full on her breast and make
no sign. Her lips quivered a little; she clasped her hands tightly
together; and a hot and heavy moisture, which made everything awry and
changed, stood in her eyes.
“Was that how it was?” she said at last when she had controlled her
voice to speak.
“Katherine, dear child, I can’t tell you how sorry I am. Nobody thought
that you would feel it----” Lady Jane added after a moment, “so much,”
and put out her hand to lay it on Katherine’s tightly-clasped hands.
“Nobody thought of me, I imagine, at all,” said Katherine, withdrawing
from this touch, and recovering herself after that bitter and blinding
moment. “It would have been foolish to expect anything else. And it is
perhaps a good thing that I was not tried--that I was not confided in. I
might perhaps have thought of my duty to my father. But a woman who is
married,” she added quickly, with an uncontrollable bitterness, “has, I
suppose, no duties, except to the man whom--who has married her.”
“He must always come first,” said Lady Jane with a little solemnity. She
was thunderstruck when Katherine, rising quickly to her feet and walking
about the room, gave vent to Brabantio’s exclamation before the Venetian
senators:
“Look to her, thou: have a quick eye to see.
She hath deceived her father and may thee.”
Lady Jane was not an ignorant woman for her rank and position. She had
read the necessary books, and kept up a kind of speaking acquaintance
with those of the day. But it may be excused to her, a woman of many
occupations, if she did not remember whence this outburst came, and
thought it exceedingly ridiculous and indeed of very doubtful taste, if
truth must be told.
“I could not have thought you would be so merciless,” she said severely.
“I thought you were a kind creature, almost too kind. It is easy to see
that you have never been touched by any love-affair of your own.”
Katherine laughed--there seemed no other reply to this assumption--and
came back and sat down quietly in her chair.
“Was that all, Lady Jane?” she said. “You came to tell me you had
nothing to do with the step my sister has taken, and then that you knew
all about it, and that it was only I who was left out.”
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