Thus it will be seen that Katherine’s new position as the only daughter
of her father was altogether like a new beginning of life, though she
had been familiar with the place and the people for years. Stella had
been the leader in everything, as has been said. When she went to a
party at the Rectory, she turned it into a dance or a romp at once, and
kept the Drawing Union and the Mutual Improvement Society quite in the
background. Even the books which for a year or two back the rector would
have liked to show Katherine privately, beguiling her into separate
talks, had been thrust aside necessarily when Katherine was imperiously
demanded for Sir Roger de Coverley or a round game. Therefore these more
studious and elevated occupations of the little community came upon her
now with the force of a surprise. Her own home was changed to her also
in the most remarkable way. Stella was not a creature whom anyone fully
approved of, not even her sister. She was very indifferent to the
comfort and wishes of others; she loved her own amusement by whatever
way it could be best obtained. She was restrained by no scruples about
the proprieties, or the risk--which was one of Katherine’s chief
terrors--of hurting other people’s feelings. She did what she liked,
instantaneously, recklessly, at any risk. And her father himself, though
he chuckled and applauded and took a certain pride in her cleverness
even when she cheated and defied him, did not pretend to approve of
Stella; but she carried her little world with her all the same. There
was a current, a whirl of air about her rapid progress. The stiller
figures were swept on with her whether they liked it or not; and, as a
matter of fact, they generally did like it when fairly afloat upon that
quick-flowing, rippling, continuous stream of youth and life.
But now that all this movement and variety had departed nothing could be
imagined more dull than Mr. Tredgold’s house on the Cliff. It was like a
boat cast ashore--no more commotion of the sea and waves, no more risk
of hurricane or tempest, no need to shout against the noise of a
cyclone, or to steer in the teeth of a gale. It was all silent, all
quiet, nothing to be done, no tides to touch the motionless mass or
tinkle against the dull walls of wood. When Katherine received her
guests from the city, she felt as if she were showing them over a museum
rather than a house. “This is the room we used to sit in when my sister
was at home; I do not use it now.” How often had she to say such words
as these! And when the heavy tax of these visits had been paid she found
herself again high and dry, once more stranded, when the last carriage
had driven away.
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