Yet she said nothing that in any way committed either Alma or himself
to a renewal of the troth which had been broken by the designs of Olga
Romanoff, and though she sent her remembrances to Alexis, she sent them
as though to a friend, tacitly giving both to understand that no words
of love must pass between the two exiles and their former sweethearts
until they met again upon equal terms.
But there was another message not contained in the letter, or written
in any words, which said more than all that she had written, and this
was conveyed by the photographs, which she sent without a word of
allusion to them. As Alan looked upon them the six years of mental
slavery and degrading servitude to the daughter of the enemies of his
race passed away for the moment, and he saw himself standing with Alma
in one of the groves of Aeria plighting his boyish troth on the night
before he started on his fatal voyage in the _Ithuriel_.
The face that looked at him with such marvellous lifelikeness, with all
its perfection of form and exquisite colouring, reproduced with the
most absolute fidelity, was the same face that had been upturned to his
to receive his kisses on that never-to-be-forgotten night. And yet, in
another sense, it was not the same.
That had been the sunny, smiling face of a girl to whom sorrow and evil
were as absolutely unknown as they would be to an angel in heaven, but
this was the face of a woman who had lived and thought and suffered.
And when he remembered that whatever of sorrow or suffering she had
known had been on his account, the last lingering traces of the vile
spells of the evilly beautiful Syren of the Skies, who had so fatally
bewitched him, vanished from his soul, and the old love revived within
him pure and strong, and intensified tenfold by the knowledge of the
great reparation that he owed to the girl upon whose life he had
brought the only shadow it had ever known.
He knew that their hands would never meet again until all that had been
lost was regained, at whatever cost of labour or devotion that might
be necessary on his part, but he also knew that in all these years no
other man had been found worthy to fill the place that he had once
occupied, and which he was resolved to win back or die in the attempt,
and this knowledge made him look forward to the mighty struggle which
lay before him with an eagerness that augured well for its issue.
He had gone into his own cabin on board the _Ithuriel_, which was being
rapidly prepared for her roving commission, to read his letters in
solitude. He put Alma’s photograph on the table, and sat before it with
his eyes fixed upon it until every line of form and tint of colour was
indelibly impressed anew upon his memory.
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