She knew instinctively that the city must be surrounded by an
overwhelming force of Aerian ships, for a single one to venture
thus into the midst of her own squadron, and, judging by her own
tactics, she expected nothing less than immediate annihilation as
the alternative to surrender. But even more bitter than this was the
thought of meeting, not only as a freeman, but as the commander of
the Aerian navy, the man who but a few days ago had been her docile,
unresisting slave, robbed of the highest attribute of his manhood by
the Circe-spell that she had cast over him, and which she now knew was
broken for ever.
And, more than this, she must now meet as an implacable enemy the man
whom, in spite of herself, she still loved with all the passion of
her fiery nature, and who, now that he was free again, could but look
upon her not only with hatred, but with disgust. This, so far as her
own feelings were concerned, was the miserable end of her scheming, but
there was no help for it. She had deliberately sown the wind, and now
the time was approaching for her to reap the whirlwind.
She thought of her dream in St. Petersburg, and a new and awful meaning
was made apparent to her in those few minutes of mental torture before
she went to meet her well-beloved enemy face to face. She saw herself
mistress of a conquered world, seated on a lonely throne, wailing over
her own broken heart in the midst of a desolation that she had brought
upon the earth--for nothing.
This, it seemed, was to be the penalty of the unspeakable crime she
had committed to gain possession of the air-ship, a hopeless love that
should turn all the fruits of conquest, if she ever won them, into
the bitter ashes of the Dead Sea apples in her mouth, a love not only
unrequited, but repaid with righteous horror and almost divine disgust.
And yet, despite all this, her marvellous fortitude and royal pride
came to her aid to help her to bear herself bravely before her enemies,
and so, with a smile on her lips and a hell of raging passions in
her bosom, she ascended to take her part in the debate, big with the
destiny of a world, that was being held on the palace roof.
As Alan turned and confronted her in all the strength and splendour
of the manhood that not even her almost superhuman arts had been able
to tarnish or weaken, and looked at her with the stern, steady gaze
without one sign of recognition in the eyes that shone blue-black
beneath his straight-drawn brows, her heart stood still and seemed
turned to ice in her breast, and for one brief moment her foot faltered
and the light died out of her eyes and the colour from her cheeks.
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